About the Sabertooth comic...
I know I haven't posted here in a while, but honestly, I wanted to talk a little bit about how I felt about the latest comic and what it means to me.
Honestly? I feel betrayed. I feel like every little bit of hope I had has been kicked and thrown away, and I can blame the authors and Marvel itself, but this is a problem that happens so often that I just can't take it anymore.
Do you know why I feel so bad? This was my support during my almost 5-year career. I haven't finished it yet, and since I started this last one, I've been dealing with anxiety and depression. I thought I had found a place where I felt safe, a parachute from all the bad things happening around me. Damn, I even thought about doing a Laura cosplay for my birthday to celebrate, and now I feel like the character has slapped me in the face, as if everything I did with love for this ship was just a joke. And the more time passes, the more I think about it, the more I just want to cry out of pure rage. I'm tired.
I really liked the community I got to know here, even though it was small. I was so happy that there were people with my same tastes and opinions, but I don't know if I can keep posting after this.
My feelings for Laura are confusing, because I even think Julian deserves better. I love him in a way I can't describe, and he's the one I base many of my tastes on. I feel like I have to look out for the good of the character he loved and also for my own, but I don't even know what's right and what's wrong.
I'm sorry if this post is just me whining, but I'm not doing well right now and I needed to vent. I can only hope that you are doing better than I am.
I was 22 years old when X-23 Vol 2 #19 came out. Just graduated from college in the Fall and home for the holidays. I still remember how much that issue effected me.
I remember the feeling of betrayal all too well. I know its rough, especially when the world is utter shit right now - and our only escape is those fictional blorbos who make us smile and feel happy.
Its ok to be upset - ok to feel these things.
And i'm 36 now, laughing because here i am face to face with yet another Nuclear Helix Event. Laughing cuz it both hurts and is its own way funny. But if I may impart some thing i've learned in 14 years between now and then.
The Story is NEVER Over.
Marvel tried to Nuke em back in 2011 and fans kept it alive. Marvel napalmed them today...but fans will keep them going. Whether through fanfic, fan art, memes/shitposts, metas, podcasts etc. And eventually sooner or later a Writer will come around who feels the same way too and get to tell the story we all knew was there.
So chin up and strap in soldier, cuz the Helix war never ends!
I’m just telling myself it’s an AU. It doesn’t necessarily mean it will be relevant to the main universe. Or it could even be what pushes them together.
But I get it. It’s frustrating. This year especially because it started off so good with NYX 8 fixing almost EVERYTHING about Liu in one conversation, with the cover for LKW 7 dropping right after. But then nothing happened and the plot got dropped. Then LKW 7 turned out to be an illusion but even THAT was hopeful because on the illusion of a perfect world it was Julian that Laura saw herself with.
I honestly feel at this point Marvel just likes tormenting Helix fans.



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