About the Sabertooth comic...
I know I haven't posted here in a while, but honestly, I wanted to talk a little bit about how I felt about the latest comic and what it means to me.
Honestly? I feel betrayed. I feel like every little bit of hope I had has been kicked and thrown away, and I can blame the authors and Marvel itself, but this is a problem that happens so often that I just can't take it anymore.
Do you know why I feel so bad? This was my support during my almost 5-year career. I haven't finished it yet, and since I started this last one, I've been dealing with anxiety and depression. I thought I had found a place where I felt safe, a parachute from all the bad things happening around me. Damn, I even thought about doing a Laura cosplay for my birthday to celebrate, and now I feel like the character has slapped me in the face, as if everything I did with love for this ship was just a joke. And the more time passes, the more I think about it, the more I just want to cry out of pure rage. I'm tired.
I really liked the community I got to know here, even though it was small. I was so happy that there were people with my same tastes and opinions, but I don't know if I can keep posting after this.
My feelings for Laura are confusing, because I even think Julian deserves better. I love him in a way I can't describe, and he's the one I base many of my tastes on. I feel like I have to look out for the good of the character he loved and also for my own, but I don't even know what's right and what's wrong.
I'm sorry if this post is just me whining, but I'm not doing well right now and I needed to vent. I can only hope that you are doing better than I am.