funniest aspect of being in a transfem for transmasc marriage is that I’ll show my wife my gender goals, which are like, photos of onlyfans models, and she’ll be all “hubba hubba awooga arf arf arf” and then he’ll show me his gender goals and it’ll be a man who looks just so unfathomably busted like he looks like he got put into a food processor and then killed with hammers
Got this digital electric smoker for $35 on Marketplace, and decided to make 6 racks of ribs for the staff BBQ tomorrow. We’ve got like 150+ staff, so I’ve only been telling the most baller of folks. Everyone else can grapevine it.
Came out to the whole school yesterday, and I’m feeling elation I didn’t know was even possible. Some of my kids from last year were helping out with freshman orientation, and they’re SO EXCITED for my transition. Also had my top surgery consult tomorrow, and that has made a comical amount of difference in how I feel about my body. It’s like having a scab. It doesn’t feel great that it’s here, but soon enough it’ll be gone and I’ll feel better than I did before. Downside is I’m almost feeling myself TOO much. Oh no, I’m gonna be the worst tiny flamboyant gremlin demiboy. It’s like those “how I see myself (Magnus, taz) vs How others see me (Taako, taz but specifically the most >:3 aspects)”
