Being asexual and getting sensual attraction but not sexual attraction makes me feel kind of insane. I can’t say I want to grab someone’s ass without that being read as sexual. I just want some platonic butt touching is that too much to ask. It would probably be seen as less weird it was sexual tbh. Nobody understands.
There’s no way to talk about my gayness without it coming across as extremely weird. No I don’t wanna have gay sex I wanna gay touch your back and cuddle please somebody I’m not crazy like legit can we have some neck kissing between friends












