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Your Love, Bright As The Starlight

@atricksterproblem / atricksterproblem.tumblr.com

Autistic, Jewish, queer, older adult, she/they. I post about the band Ghost, Blue Eye Samurai, and other interests

Time for a new pinned post.

If you want to filter out NSFW posts, the tag is "the thirst is real".

Please be aware that I am over 50 so minors should not follow me and I will not follow blogs belonging to minors.

I write fanfiction and headcanons sometimes. Occasionally I get the urge to delete all of it out of sheer disgust, but for now my work is still available here and on AO3. I reblog fan art and writing. You'll also find posts about antique fashion, jewelry, shiny rocks, autism, cats, and whatever else grabs my attention this week.

You can check out all of my headcanons under the Unpopular Headcanons tag.

Currently self-shipping. F/O list:

Papa V Perpetua from the band Ghost, romantic. My beloved. Light of my life. Impossible, troublemaking little bastard with a heart of gold who ruined my peace at the Madison Square Garden ritual during the 2025 Skeletour. He looked into my eyes during Cirice and wrecked me, then he had the unmitigated gall to look smug about it afterwards and destroyed me. The ship tag is Stars and Shadows.

Dewdrop from the band Ghost, queerplatonic. This is a subset AU of Stars and Shadows for RP purposes. Dewdrop shows up from time to time. There are rules. It's complicated. It's on its way to being some sort of ill-advised polycule. They're all still sorting it out. Further bulletins as events warrant. The ship tag is Not Today Satan.

Mizu from Blue Eye Samurai, romantic, not actively writing at the moment but that may change when the next season comes out. I've been using the tag Murder Wife sometimes, that will probably change if I ever make a proper AU for this.

Terzo from the band Ghost, romantic. He was my first ship. He means the world. Anything I write for him and my SI happens in an entirely separate AU from V's. The ship tag is From Ruins.

Other ships:

Fiery Blushes: V/Dew. This only exists to write weird smut. It's playing with characters like dolls and is completely unserious. There's only one fic finished and posted for this (High Stakes) and a couple of WIPs that will probably never see the light of day.

In closing, let me say only this: times are very hard, there is misinformation everywhere, and we're all struggling. Please be kind to each other.

online fandom is so fun because we’ll be talking about very serious character moments and analyzing them and stuff and there will be a lull in the discussion and someone will be like “and then they fuck about it” and then we’re all like yeah and then they fuck about it

Yeah I wanna grope and fondle an older man, yeah i wanna make him real embarassed by doing it in public, yeah i wanna unbuckle his pants and jerk him off while making fun of his embarassment, yeah i wanna loudly comment about how gross he is for enjoying it, yeah i want him to cum while crying due to embarassment of being handled like this in public

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