What is it about allo people that makes them think that they get to define my relationship?
I don't mind questions, and I'm not even clear on all the ins and outs myself (ace aro spectrum orientations are confusing) but learn the difference between asking, and forcing me to justify the way I live to you because you're not happy with my answer
it's actually not and you need to just take my word for it
It's amazing the thoughts you can have simultaneously that directly conflict with each other
Will just be sat here and my brain will be like 'things are very hard right now we deserve more understanding' at the exact same time it thinks 'we are a drain on everyone we love and we need should probably just roll in some stamps and Amigara Fault ourselves into the nearest postbox'
Found a safe food (soup) that is cheap and easy and is sold in bulk online
It wasn't perfect or anything, it didn't have enough nutrients or calories to replace a full meal, but it was something I could reliably eat at basically any time
They've stopped selling it
I went looking for it in relevant stores but they didn't have it
Got recommended something similar by amazon so I thought I'd try it and it's absolutely awful and I can't eat it
I know it's just a soup mix but it's there's something so disheartening about losing the things that make your life a little less difficult
The constant struggle between wanting engagement and attention but not wanting to bother anyone more than I already am