end of january affirmations

im not doing anything wrong and no one is mad at me

there must be a place for me in this world because here i am

my art doesnt suck

instagram is nothing to me

they invented a new low just for me

I just remembered my dark heart

im covered in greeen poison

they're doing this to me tomorrow

Emil Cioran, On the Heights of Despair

I am not reacting well to situations

the most kafkaesque thing was that i trusted u

all texts are risky texts if you have sufficient fear in your heart

*sends out email I've been putting off* ah finally :). ah that's a weight off my shoulders :). ah I can relax an-- *receives response to email* what the fuck. what the fuck. what the fuckkkk

could go for a nice cold glass of die instantly soda rn