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Just realized we don't have an intro post, so here is a post with our general stances and DNI until we get around to making one.

This blog is:

♤ Anti-endo/nontraumagenics

♣︎ Anti radqueer/transids

◇ Pro xenogenders and neoprouns

♠︎ Pro mspec lesbians, contradictory labels, lesboys, turigirls, etc

♧ Pro alterhuman/nonhuman

◆ Pro pet/agere

♤ Pro mental health and all neurodivegencies

♣︎ Anti tme/tma usage (and believes transandrophobia is real)

And others we can't think to list right now. Feel free to ask if any other stances need added or if one of these needs clarified.

DNI:

T.R.A.S.H, Cluster B abuse believes, (pro) Endos, radqueers/transids, anti mspec/lesboys, anti contradictory labels, anti pet/agere, anti alterhuman, pro ed/sh blogs, transandrophobia deniers, harrasers and rude people in general

I think that covers everything. Let us know if anything needs clarified.

#blog boundaries #dni criteria

burningsolarsystem

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What type of amnesia is it where you recall the event but have 0 idea when the fuck it happened

Not even greyout I remember shit just what year was that?????

#this is how it is for almost every single memory of mine #has to have a defining trait for us to have any clue like a specific grade teacher or smth #it sucks specially cuz it makes trying to remember really difficult #we also don't know what order any of our memories go. there is no time line #it just a bowl of unlabeled memories we have to sift through

burningsolarsystem

Anyone have any tips for dealing with problematic persecutors?

We currently have a persecutor who loves to purposefully trigger us and today tried to cause/force a split.

I know lots of people like to suggest "just talk to them", which is great advice, but it's not really working and this is starting to get out of hand. So any tips would be lovely.

#did help #did blog #partial dissociative identity disorder #pdid #did #dissasociative identity disorder #did stuff #did system #osdd #did osdd #pdid system #persecutor #persecutor alter #these tags are a mess #its fine #system help #system questions #endos dni

burningsolarsystem

Think I'm gonna be sick I'm legitimately crashing out right now and I dont know why and I need someone to just take over front for me so I can fucking breathe for a bit bit they cant so I'm. Just stuck here I fucjing Haye this

Will probably delete later but for now I just need s ti theoughthis somewhere before I lose my. Mind

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the-complicity-system

v1per-b1tez-deactivated20251231 asked:

sending this to ur ask box because I felt like it

shout out to pdid systems!! we love you!! we cherish you!!! the community wouldnt be the same without you!!!!! each and every one of you are so so so loved and appreciated!!!!!!!

the-complicity-system answered:

YIPPEEE

We get so much internalized fake claiming when its barely in the ICD and not the DSM

BUT ITS THERE GRRR IM HERE IM REAL AAAA

I HAVE PDID NOT OSDD 💔 LOVE YOU GUYS BUT I AM NOT YOU AND THEY CANT MISJUDGE MEEEE

Justice for pwP-DID ❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹❤️‍🩹

WE ARE NOT LESS DISORDERED THAN STANDARD DID

WE ARE NOT "DID LITE"

WE DO NOT HAVE IT "EASIER"

We all struggle here 😔❤️‍🩹

YAYAYAYAAYAHDBEKWVRLWMEIENWVWLETPENBW

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the-complicity-system

Bit of a tangent abt US shit

Something that bothers me is that even if P-DID would fall under OSDD1 I wouldnt want to be considered OSDD simply because the US deems it not different enough or too new

It is

I dont care if its just a more dominant alter

It. Is. Different.

And it makes so many new issues for us

It doesnt involve amnesia barriers or lack thereof or alter formation being weak or stronger

We have fragment alters we have partial alters we have sound alters

Its a whole internal workings difference of

I CANNOT LEAVE

ARE

DIFFERENT

And I hate being lumped into OSDD I don't know why it bothers me so much but it feels almost like

Invalidating?

Im not different enough yet fall under OSDD

If they diagnosed us with OSDD I would want it noted that we are ACTUALLY PDID but the US denies us the accuracy

I would literally bitch so much bc this isnt our issue it's the US's

It's not my fault they deny us the ability to he better diagnosed with something I would have to argue is not the same

P-DID is different by the dominant alter

That's what makes it PDID

Lumping it with OSDD just feels like "Idc you work differently than DID so you get shoved here"

Uuuuggghh... broooo

#this is why we struggled so hard woth our syscovery #because all we daw and heard about was did and osdd not pdid #and we arent even sure we want to bother trying to get diagnosed for fear of them decided pdid isnt did enough since it isnt recognized here #its similar but so different that it feels so isolating

burningsolarsystem

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apl-slurpie

a divider made of pixelated drawings of four-leaf clovers. there's a large one at the end that is glittering.

a divider with three yellow chicks walking on light green grass with pink flowers

🍎 F2U - like and/or reblog if used - (pro)endos these are not for you, make your own ☘️

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autistic-dragons-for-life asked:

Whenever we split or dissociate, we don’t get headaches at all. Instead, our vision gets blurry. The intensity varies on how intense the split/dissociation is, and there was one time it made us lose all vision

We assume the blurry vision is because we wear glasses due to nearsightedness + other past sight issues

falter-your-alter answered:

Oh interesting

We get heavy/cotton brained and feel like we are in VR yk? Super weird but it makes sense since its virtual reality and unreal simulation of real objects n stuff

#feel that #we get the whole blurry vision thing as well #we also get kinda twitchy and our eyes flutter and twitch #its weird

burningsolarsystem

New alter role term:

Coining an alter role for one of our alters:

(If this already exists, ignore or consider an alternative. This is purely self indulgent)

Barrier Alter:

(Three flag variations because I was indecisive. So much so that I may remake them later)

Barrier alter: can also be referred to as a blurrer or a wall.

A barrier alters role is to create a block between the front/an alter and anything causing distress. This can include memories, emotions, emotional influence from another alter, or another alter altogether. (Ex: an alter talking in headspace about a triggering topic so the barrier alter blocks out their voice)

How a barrier alter creates this barrier does not matter. Although I may coin subcategories for this later.

The flag: Tones of grey to represent disconnect. The shield represents the act of protecting, and the key represents the act of locking something away.

#alter role flag #alter role coining #alter role #system term coining #endos dni #not for endos #system terms

burningsolarsystem

Well, the good news is I have slightly (very slightly) improved our sys communication.

The bad news is now if I try to deny being a system, I get responses like "I will kill you and your entire bloodline." Which is something.

Bcuz for some reason the first alters to improve communications the most are mostly assholes ig.

They improved our communications out of spite. Fuck me I guess.

#partial dissociative identity disorder #pdid #did #dissasociative identity disorder #did stuff #pdid system #pdid things

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puppynola-deactivated20251216

shout out to:

systems that switch several times a day

systems that don't switch for long periods

systems who aren't diagnosed

systems who self diagnose

systems who are medically recognised

systems who have a diagnosis

system who want final fusion

systems who want functional multiplicity

systems who can't recover

systems who still aren't in a safe place

systems with low amnesia barriers

systems with high amnesia barriers

systems who can't communicate internally

systems who can only communicate internally

systems who can't communicate at all

systems who can communicate with ease

systems who can't remember their trauma at all

systems who can only remember small pieces of their trauma

systems who remember all their trauma

systems who have been put on fdc/syscringe

systems who are scared of being put on fdc/syscringe

systems who make it their whole mission to end on fdc/syscringe because they find it funny or like a challenge.

systems who don't struggle every single day because of their disorder

systems who do struggle every day because of their disorder

"unconventional" systems

newly discovered systems

early discovered systems

late discovered systems

systems who are minors

systems who are adults

YOU ARE ALL SEEN!!

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hazedxg0

DID symptoms that people don't talk enough about

The cycle of forgetting and then re-remembering trauma memories
Constant depersonalization and derealization
Feeling as if you're stuck living someone else's life
Failure to plan for the future because nothing feels real + losing time
Thinking a flashback is over when you've actually just dissociated away from it, and having it resume as soon as you stop dissociating
Dissociative stupor/trance
Alexithymia
Identity issues outside of alters
Inability to connect with other people
Being unable to tell if you've healed from a past problem/trauma or if you've just dissociated away from it
Not learning from past mistakes because of amnesia and dissociation
Feeling nothing psychologically despite physical shaking, racing heart, nausea, crying, etc
The extreme disorientation + identity confusion that comes with co-consciousness and co-fronting
Somatic flashbacks
Being triggered by your own DID symptoms because you know the only reason you're experiencing any of this is because of what they did to you