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Mostly Void, Partially Stars

@cannibal-wings / cannibal-wings.tumblr.com

I now have an about me, so check that out! I don't use Skype anymore, but my Discord is cannibalwings feel free to add me if you want to talk fandom shit. Miles Upshur's number one fan since 2013. Lover of infected Leon AUs.

A collection of pretty much all the fanart I’ve done for @cannibal-wings fanfic “You Pay the Cost”.

as you might be able to tell, I never finish anything, and I’m not ashamed

Leon is a scary little bug man and we love him, also the fanfic is really amazing and I can’t wait for more!!!

I'm obsessed with these, holy shit. Esp the sketch of him on all fours??? Incredible. I love the way you drew the extra arms all doing other stuff, it's my favorite part of giving him extra arms. Ahhhhh. Seeing these made my whole day better.

I'm not sure if I'll have anything worth sharing for WIP Wed tomorrow, so instead, here are some cold weather facts for my infected Leon! (Verdugo/Plaga mix from my fic You Pay the Cost)

Very minor spoilers for post fic stuff.

Leon doesn't do well with cold at all anymore. For obvious reasons, bugs aren't typically out during the winter. The base he's moved to is in northern North America, where the winters get pretty brutal.

The first winter is terrible, mostly because he doesn't know how he's going to react, everything is a new experience. It gets easier the more years he has behind him.

He is quick to freeze and moving around helps but mostly he just wants to go home and sleep. Leon notes that it feels like he's being torn on what to do. There's a part of him that wants to go into a deep sleep, like torpor, but there's another side of him that wants to keep being active. The remedy to this is just that he sleeps more frequently and for longer. Occasionally he becomes very slow to wake all the way up, esp if its from a nap. Danger snaps him to attention more quickly, its hard to override some of the survival instincts and he can be alert fast if something triggers that kind of response.

Clothing is hard for him that first year, it takes him a while to learn how to sew his own clothes. But eventually he gets a winter and summer wardrobe down. For winters he's in layers. Two layers of shirts and then a thick poncho over the top. Coats and things with sleeves are not worth the effort due to his multiple arms. The one coat he made had just two arm holes for his main arms with the secondary arms kept tucked to the chest. Similarly pants are difficult for him, but he manages. Those are typically baggy or tied at the knee to avoid the spikes on his shins. He cannot wear shoes or boots, and during the warmer parts of the year, that's not that bad. But in the winter his feet get cold pretty quick. He usually wraps his feet with cloth, which helps a little bit. For his tail he made a custom cover that is attached with various belts all the way down the tail and secured around the waist. Gloves are tough with his talons so he prefers mittens when he's just walking around base. If he needs the use of his hands he made custom gloves that go around his claws. He can wear hats normally, and scarves. Even though his outer jaws cover his face, they too get cold, so its not uncommon to see him with a scarf pulled up over his outer jaws as well. (I will someday draw out a full dress guide for the various things he wears)

His apartment on base is kept very warm, like, you should plan on changing into shorts and a tank if you decide to visit warm. If for whatever reason he can't heat the apartment to an obnoxious degree, he'll always have a blanket or two around his shoulders. Heated blankets are a blessing, and Ashley gets him multiple for Christmas. (Heated mattress pads are also a blessing.) Sometimes he'll just curl up around a space heater. Due to the amount of heaters or space heaters running, the apartment gets pretty dry, so there's also a couple of humidifiers in various rooms, his carapace and skin are prone to drying out and its best to not let that happen. He's very fond of long, hot, showers and then just sitting in the steamy room after. Ashley will frequently come home to find him under a pile of blankets on the couch sleeping.

When he's cold he'll sometimes vibrate his wings, its good to help blood circulation without needing to go anywhere, and keeps the thin wings from freezing too bad. He gets more irritable in the winter but tries to not let it get to him too bad. Leon can still go outside, he can still do winter activities, he just has to be aware that he has different limits now and will get cold, sometimes dangerously so, faster than he used to. But with proper gear he does a lot better.

Anonymous asked:

If Ada is also infected in your fic will we see her going bug mode too?

Yup! Nobody is escaping this story unchanged in some way. Each character that survives will carry something back with them. Originally, this story was only going to use unique mutations brought on by special Plaga that Saddler had injected into the main cast. However, as I designed Leon and got more comfortable with the role I wanted him to play as a monster, I decided to change it from the Plaga to a Verdugo mutagen. Plus I wasn't sure if the Plaga mutations would count as being a BOW or not technically speaking, but the Verdugo does count as a BOW, and I wanted that classification for Leon later in the story for plot reasons, so it just made sense to shift him to that instead. For Ada, I've mentioned she's infected, and I've had Leon mention that it's like what he has. I know in game she's infected with a Plaga, but I've committed myself to the "oops all Verdugo" idea now. She won't go full bug mode in the fic, I need her for later stuff post game and having her be an eight foot tall bug monster would not help her career as a spy. BUT she will have some lasting changes. I'm debating between the carapace down the spine, or having one of her arms go bug. Resident Evil loves to use asymmetry in their designs so that came to mind. I've also considered her legs. We'll see what I end up going with, since I haven't committed yet, and I have a few chapters left till I have to finalize it.

If she were to go full bug, like Leon, she would resemble a Verdugo, she would be taller than Leon since I've established females are larger than males. She would probably have illusion capabilities like Pesanta. Leon's four arms are unique to him, so that she wouldn't have those. Her carapace would be black and red. I like adding splashes of their "character color" into their shell design, like how Leon's carapace is brown with blue. Her claws and tail blade would be longer too.

It's fun to think about making bug monsters out of them all, if I wasn't doing Verdugo mutagens she'd probably have wings and a camouflage ability. Probably antennae to help sense air vibrations and chemical changes. Things would help her in stealth situations as she is a spy.

Oh my goddddd.

Ok nobody better be paying 200 dollars for the listings of Resident Evil Outbreak on eBay. One and two are not rare games, these are not collector pieces, and if you're playing on original hardware you have to use fan servers to play online (same with emulator players).

This is a 30$ game. It was 30$ last month, it was 30$ last year. The people with listings above 30$ are trying to rip you off due to the hype around Resident Evil 9.

The market for classic horror is in shambles, but I can promise you this time the price is inflated on purpose. Do not buy those.

Emulate if you must. Do not pay these kinds of prices.

https://archiveofourown.org/works/53858698/chapters/162608509

For whatever reason tumblr doesn't want to embed that link and I'm not gonna fight with it. Y'all will have to just copy paste it. After a hundred years I've returned with an update! It's 50 goddamn pages and most of it is conversation. But it does have a few scenes I've been eager to get to, one of which I had to cut a few chapters ago and move to this one. I struggled pretty hard with this one, but hopefully things will move a lot smoother now! Sorry again for the delay, I hate when I take this long between chapters after having a pretty solid update schedule before.

So... that all happened.

In an effort not to drown in current events, here's some WIP Wed for You Pay the Cost. This is all extremely rough. And I'm talking extremely here. A lot of this will get changed as I finish out the scene and edit it. I just wanted to share something. Gotta head to work now, but enjoy.

Im dropping by to hand over this gift, thank you for the latest chapter. It was so good, couldnt stop rereading !!

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Ahhhhhh! Thank you so much! I cannot stop laughing, that's it, that's the tone right at the end. Luis like, "Heeeey, so...I might be in some trouble-" And Leon just being so fucking over it.

The dog in the background all "I'm going to become a problem now." Glad you enjoyed the chapter!! I was very happy with how it came out. Thanks again!

HAHAHAHA I have like ten mins to go before midnight. I TOLD you all I'd get it done by today! Anyways, here's chapter seven. It has some of my favorite parts in it so far. Sorry again for the massive wait, sometimes life gets in the way of your previous break neck pace.

For those of you who don't know, You Pay the Cost is my Resident Evil 4 Remake fic where most everything is the same, but I also turn Leon into a bug monster, a Verdugo to be specific. We passed the 200 page threshold with this update, my word doc now struggles when I load it, the sign of a good project for sure.

Anyways, enjoy! Drop a comment on the fic if you like it, I love hearing from readers.

Sometimes you do world building thoughts for your fic that might never come up.

Today's thought: do you think Jill, Leon and Claire are particularly paranoid about public tap water? Considering all three of them survived Raccoon City, where the initial infection was in the public drinking water. It was sheer luck none of them got it, when a single stop at a drinking fountain could kill them.

Then after the A-Virus event which was again spread through drinking water, this time bottled... I wouldn't be surprised if a lot of these characters had aversion to drinking water they couldn't prove was safe.

i happened to stumble upon your fanfic when i was browsing for some resident evil infected Leon fanfictions, and by god has yours scaled up to being one of my all-times favourites, !! (i may have reread some stuff in it over and over again, cough cough waterhall cough cough) So i just wanted to stop by and drop off a small gift !!

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AHHHHHHHHH!!!!

Oh gosh thank you soooo much! I've been so hyped about this art all morning. Gonna be thinking about it at work all day! (Ashley's expression is so good wow)

I'm really glad you liked water hall so much, it really makes the like, four times, I rewrote that section feel worth it. Last chapter was by far my favorite to write I think.

Thanks again ahhhh.

I was unsure what to share for this WIP Wed so I guess I'll just post the whole Ada and Leon interaction haha. It's a couple pages though, so hopefully that's enough. I figured stealth combat probably wasn't that interesting to share atm. Again, this is from You Pay the Cost. I've been... not dreading, but nervous to write Ada just because I'm never sure if I'm quite getting her right. I'll probably edit this section some more too. I don't think I did terribly though.

Interest check!! Shy (@prettyflyshyguy) and I have been tossing around the idea of doing one of those Tumblr community things for infected Leon fans. We aren't totally sure which of us will officially make/run it, but we did think it would be a fun idea. I'm just curious how many people would be interested in something like that.

(I also was thinking about a discord as well, but I've limited expirence moderating a server so that's still just an idea)

Ok, ok, it's here, it's done. Have at it. In this chapter: Leon eats a guy and Ashley solves some puzzles. (way more than that happens but that's the main stuff)

You Pay the Cost is a Resident Evil 4 Remake fanfic that follows the plot of the game, but I turn Leon into a bug monster. It just hit over 100K words, so there's lots to read if you're new. I update every two to three weeks depending on how busy life gets.

Now I have to write a post game thing for You Pay the Cost, because I just thought of some truly emotional stuff regarding Ashley, which would fit in a normal post game fic, but I'm going to use my AU universe so I can keep her mental connection to Leon. Thinking about how like, you know how it's assumed that she just goes back to her normal life you know? Goes back to college, gets a degree, all that good stuff. But then like, she's fundamentally different you know? She's not the same woman that she was before Spain. She's seen things that her peers can't even comprehend. How is she supposed to sit in an ethics class when she knows things about the world that most people including her professors have no clue about? How can she just go back to smiling with friends when she was almost the center of a parasitic takeover of the world? There's a divide between her and her classmates, between her and most people. And it only grows bigger as the days go by. I wanna explore this. And of course, she has to overcome it, but it'll be hard.

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