Looking at gifsets of hollanov kisses makes me realise yet AGAIN just how fucking desperate and eager and needy Shane always is for Ilya's kisses. Like the way he leans into it with his entire being, the way he grips anywhere he can on Ilya and pulls closer, closer, the way he looks fucking drunk on the taste and feel of their mouths together, the way he can barely BARELY make himself pull away even when he's actively panicking and trying to run away and even THEN it takes him a few tries till he can actually stop kissing and nuzzling Ilya completely.
No wonder that the one time they did not kiss hit him so fucking hard. Like that boy lives for Ilya Rozanov's kisses.










