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don't ignore this or I'll cry😟

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don't ignore this or I'll cry😟
hi guys i just wanted to let you know why I randomly disappeared, in this last year my mental health has been really bad and it's not like I have ever been a particularly happy person, but in this year it went to kinda struggling to harming myself. and I do not know what is wrong with me cause I feel like I felt this way ever since I can remember and I guess I kinda find comfort in being sad, I know it sounds really strange but as messed up as it seems it gives me a sense of safety and it feels familiar. I know this won't probably go away but the only thing that seems to work right now is not thinking about it and tumblr for as much as it has helped me it kinda makes me think that it's normal to think this way and it's not. I'm really trying to get better and I feel like every time I'm back on tumblr I spiral back in whatever I'm going through, so I decided that this is probably my last post, I'm not deactivating my account in case someone wants to see my blog (you never know). but I just wanted to say thank you for all the wonderful people and all the good memories that I made here. really thank you for everything
Type "my gender is" on your phone and let your phone finish the sentence, then tag your moots to keep the chain going, I'll go first.
My gender is a little bit more intense than I thought I could have done
My gender is a spectrum of the spectrum
My gender is a little bit of a lot of people who are on the same page.
My gender is not a cramp yet
My gender is just a construct and shit
That goes hard actually lmao
my gender is like that a little while
@/any
my gender is the most attractive and I don’t want it because it doesn’t matter
yeah that’s accurate
my gender is a woman who has been a man
no????? i fear this is not accurate.
my gender is the one that got away
HAHA LMFAO
my gender is a bit of a mystery
wow okay LMAO
@pickledoesthetumbling @im-totally-not-a-fae @fxtion-fweax open tags idfk anymore
My gender is that the time she is seventeen
What?
😭
my gender is a bit of a summer playlist and my friend's brother
oh ok...
let me be an art nerd for a sec, ok?
At the very beginning, we see Will and Brand walking at night, the background is blue and there's a red light on the characters. Blue and red as a combo are recognised as wishbone colours. Further in the mv (and also in this song mv) we can see those two colours keep appearing.
In the romanticism and impressionism period, blue symbolised longing, nostalgia, hope and optimism, as well as melancholy, loneliness and despair.
In Asia the colour red is commonly associated with luck and happiness, but in western culture it is seen as a symbol of sexuality and anger.
Not only that, but the fact both characters are in red is a wink to the drink - vodka cranberry - which is a red drink.
Here you can see red and blue reappear.
Here you can see bothe the colours of yhe lamps, but also the EXIT sign in red - a wink to Conan's song "the exit"
Aaand here you can see Conan STILL STANDING AT THE EXIT.
and yeah that's it. Lmk if you notice more things.
yall I never really liked JK Rowling even as a child like my aunt would tell me how creative she was for inventing shit like qiddich (idk how to spell it) and I was like bro, the lore of the pretend stories I did with my cousin when I was little had better worldbuilding then that, it's not that impressive. she's a shit person with shit writing
