you are not even engaging in the deep meanings of Toys youre just playing because it's fun.
I was more or less stunned by what had happened. I had been prepared for criticism and ridicule - I was accustomed to them. But it had never occurred to me that people might want to hound and persecute me for my change in role. I had lived as a woman because that was my social standing, and had been made fun of and called 'half-man', and now when I had faced the situation and righted the grotesquely false position in which I had lived so long, it seemed that the public would damn me because I had once, perforce [by force, by necessity], worn skirts. I tried to get other hospital work. I went to the men who had been my chiefs and told them the truth and asked their aid in securing another position; to a man they turned me down. I tried to get other sorts of work and failed tor the same reason as soon as I gave my name. Then my family employed counsel and instituted proceedings to have my name legally changed; and the medical school from which I had been graduated served notice on us that if we persisted they would rescind my diploma and have me disbarred from practice.
— excerpt from Letter from Alan Hart to Mary Roberts Rinehart, August 3, 1921, on the subject of his transition from female to male and the impact of being publicly outed by a woman who recognized him. Alan Hart was one of the first men to get a hysterectomy in the US, and pioneered the use of X-rays in the diagnosis of tuberculosis, which ended up being crucial to treatment as the disease was asymptomatic early on.
This puts a whole other spin on the constant obsession with denying historical trans men their identity by saying “They just wanted to be doctors!!!!!” “They just wanted to be soldiers!!!!”. While some cis women definitely did cross-dress, there were plenty of trans men who were… trans men. “It was safer!!!!” Absolutely not.
What's funny is there's another reason that argument is bullshit in his case: he got his diploma as a woman. The woman who outed him? She was a fellow doctor who he had gone to medical school with.
Alan Hart quite literally had no reason to transition. Sure, passing as a cis male doctor would have had its benefits, but there's no evidence there was something he really wanted to do that he legally could not have done as a woman. Some people have claimed he was a lesbian subjected to conversion therapy, but he was the one who brought up transitioning to his doctor, and he had to convince him to let him get a hysto by arguing that he, as a invert, should not be allowed to reproduce anyways.
It's similar to some cross-dressing soldiers who continued crossdressing their whole lives. You could argue they only did it to keep their pensions... except that there is a pretty long history of cross-dressing women being given pensions after being outed as women, or outing themselves specifically to get a pension. This happened a few times iirc during the American Civil War. Meanwhile, Albert Cashier literally prevented getting his pensions money because he refused to have a physical- being seen as a male soldier in poverty was more important than being a female soldier with money.
Nostalgia for 2016 tells me everyone is not ok

girls love castles and swords and runes and sigils
Hypersexuality does not make you dirty.
Wanting sex, attention, or closeness does not mean you wanted to be harmed. And if you were assaulted while struggling with hypersexuality, that does not make it your fault.
"tumblr's the only social media without algorithms!" "you can still be anonymous on tumblr!" "tumblr's so nice because you don't have to show your face!" WRONG tumblr is special because you can have 3000 followers and still get an average of seven likes a post. i'm doing stand up comedy at a packed venue and one person is laughing
youre right im sorry beautiful
haterism becomes too much sometimes. like do you people like anything
the boy who gathered stars
No more trans discourse 2026. We finding new and better ways to transition. Mixing up penis potions that grow your T dick 5 more inches. The perfect combination of pills that grows boobs overnight. A new third hormone called Testrogen that turns you into a perfectly androgynous being.
reblog to summon godzilla directly into washington dc
In general, "character who is in unrequited love with another character who is very aromantic and is just, like, normal about it" is a dynamic that I am obsessed with and nobody ever writes, for reasons that are perhaps obvious but still disappoint me.
Praying that $1500 randomly comes to you when you need it the most this year.
Okay inflation is crazy.
We bumping up the price to $15,000 for 2026.







