*feels dysphoric*

*puts on Dysphoria Hoodie and a binder*

*remembering I have gym*

*keeps binder on*

*back and ribs hurt the next few days*

*does it again*

guys I'm not learning from my mistakes what am I doing wrong

when your haircut give butch lesbian but you were going for pathetic trans boy <<<<<

it never really occurred to me that other people have different levels of gender dysphoria? like I do too, but its either at 10%, 100%, or 200%. it's never not there, it's always lingering, sometimes it makes it hard to breathe or make me want to cry, and other times it makes it hard to focus on anything and actually makes me cry. but I was venting to a friend about it and she was like "holy shit I wish I could help but I dont get dysphoria nearly as bad as you" like??? this is my constant existence?? how can people NOT know what it feels like?

i can't wait until 10 years from now and I'll be on the and saving up for surgeries and I just say to my mom "I told ya so" because GOD she says that she supports me but then she mocked me for not wanting feminine stuff and still isn't using the pronouns I want (not even gender neutral). one more she/her and im she/hurling myself off a building /j

today is my Boy Day where I try really really really hard to pass as a boy