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My pronouns: he/him, xe/xem
I write fanfiction! Mainly P.I.E, but occasionally other fandoms. Sporadic updates, because I’m a slow writer, but I usually post on Saturdays. (As in when I have a finished chapter ready, not every Saturday.)
As always, make sure to read tags throughly, and also the Trigger and Content warnings I put before every chapter. If you need clarification on any of them, or think I should add anything else, feel free to tell me so in the comments section of whatever chapter it concerns.
(No obligations of course, but I greatly appreciate any comment and kudos left on my fics, and make a point to reply to every single one. All my fics do have moderated comments though, mostly as a precaution against bots and potentially people being rude, but if you do comment, I’ll approve it as soon as I read it, as long as you’re not being an asshole lol.)
My main series as of now is called “Adding More Smoke To The Sky”, (after the song Hammerhead by Penelope Scott) and is a P.I.E team origin story where I take all the things I like about canon, (as canon as anything is in vtale) throw it all in a blender, make up a bunch of my own lore to fill in the gaps, and project onto one Johnny Ghost as much as humanly possible.
It isn’t very long yet, but I’ve got a lot of plans, and also autism, and my goal is to make the longest, most widespread, fic series I’ve ever written.
It does have a lot of heavy themes, and is made with an adult audience in mind (it will not have any explicit sex scenes in main story fics, but it might in some offshoots. It does have some sexual humor and references, though, because I am literally neurodivergent and an adult)- it’s for ppl like me that loved vtale as kids, and still hold a special place in their hearts for it even as adults. I try to squeeze in as many references and inside jokes as I can, just for the real ones that understand them. It also does have other vtale characters, even if the P.I.E team is the main focus.
My other fics:
My first truly explicit fic! Also a crack fic spawned of the joke I made months ago that Toast calls Ghost “Sir” for BDSM reasons. And then I slipped and spilled a bowl of Catholic Guilt into it and now it is no longer just a joke. Don’t do jokes, kids, they’re dangerous. (I’m not the biggest fan of minors interacting with even my sfw stuff on this account, because I do talk about sexuality and other mature topics, but obviously 18+ only for this sort of shit.)
The one where I project my aroace struggles HARD onto Ghost:
I wrote this last year, projecting all them sad aroace angsty feelings into it. It’s a Ghost/OC (technically, it’s a qpr) fic, and it hasn’t gotten much traction, but I am very proud of it, despite its flaws, and very niche appeal.
My old fics:
These are some fics I posted/wrote a few years ago, which I don’t want to orphan or delete, but aren’t entirely reflective of my current writing style and ability (if you read any of the fics I orphaned before I did so, or know I wrote them for whatever reason, no you didn’t/j)
(Chronically ill Ghost chronically ills)
(Really old one I didn’t post when I finished, and then decided too a little while ago cuz why not. Autistic Ghost.)
(This one’s not as old as some others, but it is also entirely about childhood sexual abuse. (Not explicitly described) So. Big trigger warning, also don’t be a dick cuz this one was super vulnerable to write uwu.)
(The origin of my QPR obsession lmao)
(Old, but a lot of fun to write. Also the most painful ao3 moment, because when trying to post the second entry, I ACCIDENTALLY DELETED THE FIRST. Which wasn’t a problem for the text itself- I had a backup- BUT ALL THE KUDOS AND LOVELY COMMENTS I GOT ON IT ARE GONE. And I am still SO SAD ABOUT THAT.)
The single Tales From The Gas Station fic:
Another one of my long term special interests. It’s been a while since I’ve updated it, but I will finish it eventually, I’m just hyperfixated on other shit right now. (Volume 4 spoilers)
(Ramble incoming) The sections in Volume 4 regarding Jack’s psychology, and especially his violent tendencies, are FASCINATING to me. I especially love the passage where one of his old classmates at the high school reunion says that Jack was actually the one to tear apart those grasshoppers during recess. If you don’t remember, that’s one of the things Jack uses to introduce Spencer as a character, putting him in a stereotypical “psychopathic child hurts animals” role. Which I now believe was intentional on author Jack’s part. It’s mildly ambiguous whether that’s correct or not- I prefer the idea that it is, but even if not, that classmate still conflated Spencer and Jack so much in their mind they couldn’t tell the difference.
This fic is based around that aspect of Jack, and is appropriately heavy as a result. But also Jerry is my favorite character and it’s in his POV and focused around Jerry and Rosa, after the end of Volume 4, helping Jack. Hurt/comfort, heavy on the hurt. (I started it before the newest, post vol 4, blog posts came out, so there might be discrepancies.)
