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ScorpiaOkey

@scorpiaokey / scorpiaokey.tumblr.com

I want to write till my soul stops burning ao3:ScorpiaOkey

About Me 📖💚

Hi, I’m Scorpia. She/her. I’ve been writing since I was ten and never really stopped. Fanfiction has been the one constant through all of it.

I drink chai, not coffee. I hate cleaning, but I’ll happily lose an entire weekend to a new story idea. I’m queer. I read a lot, and I think too much about fictional people. I love green and black and history.

My favorite book is Alchemised by SenLinYu.

This blog is mostly writing, half-finished thoughts, and whatever I’m obsessed with this week.

You can find my writing on AO3:

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Open Commissions!

So I haven’t really advertised commissions before, but since my life situation has greatly changed over the past half a year, it time!

I’m a queer artist (very original I know) who recently moved out and I had to quit my job, and with rent coming up, I am in what the scholars call “deep financial shit”

I’ve made a little commission sheet under here where y’all can see my prices and what I can do!

If any of the prices are inaccessible to you for whatever reason, please don’t hesitate to DM me anyways with your vision and I’ll see if we can figure something out!

Payment will be over Kofi or PayPal

Under the cut will be some more elaboration on specifics like Backgrounds, Large Groups, Animals and NSFW stuff! As well as some examples of fanart and the DnD specific stuff I do!

NSFW Stuff below the cut!

sometimes i forget that normal people don’t spend their free time trying to figure out the most emotionally devastating way two fictional characters could confess their love. like sorry you play sports — i’m over here trying to engineer the exact pacing of a heartbreak that will make a stranger cry into their phone at 2 a.m.

writing fanfiction is basically a constant internal war between “this scene is perfect, i am a genius” and “why do i even try, this is the worst combination of words ever arranged by a human being.” there’s no in-between. one minute you’re crying over your own dialogue like shakespeare reincarnated, the next you’re staring at your screen wondering how the english language has managed to fail you this badly.

but then someone comments “this broke me in the best way possible” and suddenly you’re healed. your crops are watered. your brain chemicals realign. you remember why you stayed up until 3 a.m. writing about two emotionally constipated idiots holding hands for the first time.

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Every kudos is a person who really enjoyed my writing. If any of my projects only ever get ONE, singular kudos, then I'm happy.

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Anonymous asked:

i ask this from a place of genuine curiosity and wanting to expand my point of view on things so forgive me if this comes off as me trying to ask a sort of "gotcha" question because i dont mean it in that way at all

i am very anti censorship and love that ao3 is a place for everything because its very important, but when it comes to things like pedophilia/rape and other topics similar to that, wouldnt no censorship allow people a place to (in a sense) engage with these things? and wouldnt that be problematic because then it just feeds these desires or what not? like the difference between a fanfiction that has themes of rape rather than one that inherently glorifies it (if that makes sense), how does anti censorship not sort of allow a space for people like pedophiles?

i dont mean this in a way saying that we necessarily need to censor things like this because one form of censorship can create a domino effect, but more so if anti censorship could feed into problematic and immoral fantasies is there something that should be done to prevent that ?

in my humble opinion, we already have “thing that can be done to prevent that” and that thing is tagging system. people can filter out things they don’t want to see. anything else other than filtering out tags about things you don’t want to see would be “preventing other people from having access to things you don’t want them to see” and that is censorship.

I know you already mentioned a domino effect censoring one thing can lead to, but I’d like to go into deeper details about this anyway, since there are still some people out there who could use this as a reminder.

no censorship means no censorship. no censorship does not mean “only things I personally am comfortable with are allowed, but there’re still limits for things I’m personally uncomfortable with” — because that is censorship, and like you said, it is a slippery slope, it causes a domino effect. you cannot censor something and allow only the things you’re personally comfortable with to have a platform. once you allowed one thing to be censored because you deem it Too Much, next thing you know, everything that isn’t vanilla and heterosexual will be censored because someone somewhere also deems it Too Much.

so the point of anti censorship stance is that it protects everything, things people aren’t comfortable with, things that are taboo, disgusting, morally wrong, socially unacceptable, you name it.

people wouldn’t try to censor something that they have no problem with. no one tried to censor fluff because fluff is Good. no one has a problem with fluff. censorship only comes for things about which some people have problems. so yes, things like the stuff you mentioned. but also somewhere, something like being queer or trans is deemed unacceptable by some people (to clarify, I am not saying that being queer or trans is wrong, I am saying that some people deem being queer or trans unacceptable and wrong). so once “this thing can be censored because this person deems it unacceptable and wrong” happens, next thing you know, you’ll be dealing with “that thing can be censored too because that person deems it unacceptable and wrong”

writing non-con fic? banned. writing minor x adult fic? banned. writing whump fic? banned. writing fic that includes violence? banned. writing gay romance? banned. writing about a trans character? banned. because all of these topics have already been censored somewhere because “there are people who find these topics wrong and unacceptable”

it’s either everything (that isn’t fluff and vanilla and heterosexual) is censored, or nothing is censored.

ao3 was created with the main purpose of housing things that weren’t allowed on other platforms, as well as things that were being censored by some media somewhere. so yes, ao3 was created with the main purpose that these things are rightfully allowed to exist, anyone who want to access these things can freely have access to these things. and “these things” also include things that are macabre and taboo, because these macabre and taboo things cannot harm anyone in real life, and whether or not you like it, they count as a form of art too (yes, art can be macabre and taboo, art can be outright socially unacceptable, morally wrong and extremely disturbing).

ao3 was created with the main purpose that there would be no censorship. ever.

so I would like to answer your question, “why are we making these fics accessible for anybody without any sort of prevention?” with this question “do you believe people should be allowed to access video games and movies that depict violence and/or other bad things without any sort of prevention?”

the answer, for me, is yes, these things (dark fanfiction, video games and movies that depict violence and other bad things) deserve to have a platform and be accessible to anyone who wants to access them, because the point of it is that they are fiction. they are not real.

people who like playing video games that depict violence aren’t necessarily a violent person in real life. they don’t have to condone violence in real life. they just like violence in video games.

people who like horror movies or movies that depict violence and/or other bad things don’t condone violence or other bad things in real life. they just like consuming bad things in a controlled and fictional environment, aka movies.

the same logic applies to people who enjoy dark fanfiction.

these are all forms of art. people who enjoy macabre art, for whatever reason, aren’t going to hurt people in real life because they enjoy macabre art.

a person’s moral compass and never be judged by the fictional things they consume and/or create.

more often than not, these dark fiction, fanfics about the things you mentioned, are created and consumed by the kindest, sweetest people you will ever meet.

I love writing and reading explicit non-con fics. I have been fantasizing about non-con scenarios ever since I was very young (probably when I around 7 years old and didn’t know what whump was). non-con was one of my first whump awakening experiences even back when I didn’t know what whump was. that does not mean seven-year-old me was a predator. that does not mean adult me ever condones this thing in real life. it just means I find joy and comfort in dark fiction, keyword: fiction.

people who hurt other people in real life don’t do what they do solely because they read fanfiction or because they like playing video games or watching movies that depict violence and/or other bad things. people who hurt other people in real life do what they do because they are bad people, possibly because of something they may have gone through in real life (not because of the fictional things they may or may not have consumed), and, without someone stopping them, chances are that they will do these bad things anyway, with or without dark art.

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I’d like to add, to the original anon’s specific point regarding child predators: you can’t censor a child predator out of existence.

They will still find ways to be predators, no matter how much censoring you do. They creep on completely appropriate children’s shows and YouTube videos of gymnastics and all sorts of entirely mundane things. If they are genuinely your concern, censoring fics you don’t like doesn’t actually stop them from being predators. They will simply find more insidious ways to circumvent.

(Side Note: this is also why there’s been a rise in sketchy adult content on a lot of social media platforms. They’ve cracked down on adult content, which just means the adult content creators have gotten more weird and “subtle” to skirt around it, which ironically leads to it being MORE likely to show up on the feeds of minors and people who don’t want to see that sort of thing. Because they can’t properly tag or acknowledge that it’s adult content, and therefore it just gets distributed through the algorithms with no warning.)

Additionally, my (admittedly anecdotal) observations are that a lot of the people creating the sort of content Anon is talking about is typically created by folks who experienced it themselves and use writing as a way of processing that - determining whether a fic is “romanticizing” it or is “properly” critical removes a space for people to work through their own traumas, particularly because often folks have more complicated perspectives on it besides simply “child abuse bad.” A lot of people DID experience some level of “romanticization” during their abuse: that is part of the trauma.

Determining whether it’s “okay in some cases” is also problematic because it is SUPER invasive to expect an internet stranger to disclose a trauma like that publicly just to justify that they’re “allowed” to make that kind of art.

ALSO - I remember having crushes on adult celebrities and adult fictional characters when I was a child/teenager. I definitely wrote some adult/teen self-insert OC stuff because of my own crushes. That sort of thing would ALSO get lumped in with the censorship, and villainizes teens for entirely normal crushes/age-appropriate sexual development.

A HUGE part of the “for the children” arguments is because censorship is intentionally used as a tool to make children and teens ashamed of their bodies and desires, because that makes it significantly easier to control them and their bodies, erase gender/sexual minorities, and enforce strict, conservative social norms. It’s way harder to realize you’re a gay teen when you are shamed for expressing any sexuality at all.

(It also, statistically, makes it WAY EASIER for minors to be abused. They don’t have knowledge of what is happening to them, and already have so much shame around the subject, that it makes it extremely easy to take advantage of that and it makes it far easier to hide the abuse.)

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