Why should I hurt you?
Tell Me. Tell Me everything you have done. Confess to Me, My knight.
-💛
I have betrayed You.
I allowed Your knight, her of the Twin Suns, to watch over me. I am worthless. She was wasting her time- still, she vowed to protect me, and I did not stop her.
I gave in when Avery cried. He did not want to follow Your plan, to turn left at Your crossroads. I allowed him his disobedience.
I am weak. I am nothing. I will take any punishment You see fit. I deserve it all.
Please, my King. Teach me.
Show me what You are protecting me from. What I stand to lose with my continued insubordination.
Irl d3rlord3 art or whatever (collect my headcanons)
this gets main blog for more visibility i think
THESE ARE SO COOL OH MY GOD I LOVE HOW IN DEPTH YOU GO. I EAT YOUR HCS sorry i got hungry
(no idea what this word says but thats not a big deal :3 /nh/nm)
IM GIGGLING AND KICKING MY FEET JUMPING WITH JOYS ^_^ I think about this guy a lot...... many many thoughts
It says conlangs! Made up languages basically (my handwriting is kinda bad I'd provide a transcript but there was too much writing on there 😭😭)
COSMIC HORROR OC Ask Meme
- Are they afraid of losing their memory with age? Are there any memories they'd like to forget?
- Do they believe humans are inherently selfish, or inherently selfless?
- Do they believe in fate or free will?
- Do they believe some individuals are inherently more important than others?
- Do they believe some truths are better left buried?
- Do they believe suffering is necessary?
- Do they believe that humanity is alone in the universe (whether that pertains to God or extraterrestrials)?
- Do they fear being forgotten?
- Do they fear death or what comes after it?
- Do they feel like their life is one they chose, or one forced upon them?
- Do they have any recurring nightmares?
- Do they possess a secret that would destroy them if found out?
- Do they see more value in individualism or collectivism?
- Have they ever done something that made them feel like they couldn't recognize themselves?
- Have they ever doubted their own sanity?
- How do they cope with intrusive or impulsive thoughts?
- How do they cope with the knowledge of their own mortality, or the mortality of their loved ones?
- How do they handle long stretches of solitude or silence?
- How do they react to the concept of eternity?
- How do they react when confronted with something they can't explain or don't understand?
- How would they react if they learned that some of their memories were not as they remembered them?
- If everything they loved was gone, would they still be the same person?
- If no one pays something any attention, do they believe it truly exists?
- If presented with the opportunity, would they accept omniscient knowledge?
- What are their irrational fears?
- What do they believe is life's purpose?
- What do they consider real? Do they only believe in things they can see and touch?
- What do they think about dreams?
- What is their breaking point?
- What would they do to uncover a truth they desperately need to know?
- When do they consider someone no longer a person? If someone remembers nothing, are they still themselves?
- When do they feel the most alone?
- When do they think survival becomes pointless?
- When thinking about themselves, are they a soul, a consciousness, or a body? Do they think as I, we, or you?
- Which do they fear more, the deep ocean or the reaches of space?
- Would they behave differently if they knew they were always being observed (but not judged) by a higher power?
Fuck it we ball. Hope Laika
1 . Very. It has already started to happen. They don't want to forget anything else, even the bad parts. It "keeps them from thinking they'll ever change or be a good person"
2. Neither. People will be people, those statements are too generalizing. They did used to believe people were inherently selfish, but they have came around
3. Fate? No. Free will? Yes.
4. In society, yes. Inherently, no
5. Yes.
6. Yes.
7. No. They believe aliens exist
8. No. They wish to be forgotten to time as some sort of mercy, because their legacy is already beyond tainted
9. No. They wish to die. Anything should be better than this, after all. ^_^
10. One they chose, one they can not go back on. They chose this, and now they must suffer the consequences.
11. Yes! They specifically avoid sleeping due to nightmares, but the most common one is talking to Delta
12. They're kinda a skeleton living in a realistic fiction universe the government would take them to area 51 dude 🥀
13. On the one hand, they work best alone, but on the other, it's always good to have more research avaliable. They are conflicted
14. Many times ^_^
15. Many times. Thank Vari for that
16. Drown them with their other thoughts (they have a lot of thoughts always)
17. Considering they want to die it is more of a feeling of relief to them
18. That does not occur. The voices fill the rooms
19. They dislike it.
20. Confused, terrified. They hate what they can't understand
21. Unsurprised. But upset nonetheless!
22. Already happened lowkey they are NOT the same person as in the past ^_^
23. They used to think about this a lot. Back before, they would have told you "of course it does. It would make no logic for something to disappear because no one cares about it that's stupid as fuck" but now. Nah. "What you think becomes reality do notbthknk ablut it" basically. Ya
24. No. They don't need it, not anymore anyway! ^_^ knowing would only hurt
25. Nothing irrational persay but they have haphephobia
26. There is none.
27. They don't know anymore ^_^ they hate thinking about it
28. Horrible torture machines (they have exclusively nightmares)
29. Now.
30. They would kill. They would commit genocide if needed ^_^ vari did not go easy on their mind...
31. When they die.
32. When the voices are quiet ^_^
33. Now.
34. They don't know anymore. They don't want to think about it. They may be this body, they may be something else. They use I, still.
35. The ocean. They have an interest in space! ^_^
36. Maybe? They already think they're being watched all the time...
why did you chose that name for your oc? what’s the in-universe reasoning behind their name? was there another name you had picked out for them?
Hope Laika
1 - I chose it because they are full of despair and I enjoy irony
2 - chosen by contrita (mother). She wanted her child to be full of hope growing up
Delta Laika
1 - lowkey would you believe me if I said deltarune
2 - chosen by Rue (ma), named after her great grandmother
heard you miss your wife. @thedeadwifeblog wya your wife missing you
what kind of sick joke is this??
Bonjour ma chérie !!! Je t'aime aussi !! ^^
…Françoise ? C'est bien toi ? Je ne suis pas en train d'avoir des hallucinations, n'est-ce pas ?
Non, tu ne rêves pas, ma chérie, je suis là, et tout ira bien, je te le promets, je t'aime ^^
Father, I am feeling sad hjlpppp,,,, :0(
Huh..? Why is that? Did something happen?..
Hmmph,,, bad memorieeesss,,, I need comfort help :0(
*sigh*
come here
*D3rlord walks over, gently bending down and giving them a hug*
Gabriel flinches like an abused dog, afterwards sinking into the hug
Hmmmm,,,, thank youse,,, you’re great ily
*D3rlord3 just stays still for a while before hugging them tighter*
I..I love ya too, kid..
Hmmmpghggghhh,,,,
He falls asleep in your shoulder, clearly trusting you enough even in such a vulnerable state
Honk shoo, honk shoooo….
*D3rlord3 gently picks him up and starts to walk back to his base. He did this once and he was sure the king wouldn’t mind if he did it again..he’ll return the jester back anyway*
Honk shoo, honk shoo…
Mmnghfff,,, no,,,,,
It seems Gabriel has nightmares…
Stop it,,, getmmngh,,, away,,,
*D3rlord3 sighs before quickly teleporting them both back to base. He gently opens the door (ref) and walks inside- making sure to close the door behind him. He walks back upstairs, passing Sylvester’s room and finally reaching his own. D3rlord3 opens their room and walks over to the bed. He sets down the jester, gently taking off the hat and mask before putting a blanket over them and patting their head*