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And all shall be well and all manner of thing shall be well when the tongues of flame are in-folded into the crowned knot of fire and the fire and the rose are one.
No, it was not sex, but it had to be something that made him look for reasons to sit with her, to speak with her, even to fight with her if that was all there was, because even the most tedious and foul chore of curing a damned animal hide could become something to look forward to if he was with her. And it wasn’t sex, but he wished it was; it wasn’t sex, but if it had been, even that could be good, could even be glorious, just because it was with her.

— Meoraq Uyane, The Last Hour of Gann by R. Lee Smith

March 2025 Wrap-Up

I’m a little more on top of things than last month — I’m only three days late! What a resounding blogging success I am. Books Read: 1. The Seven Moons of Maali Almeida by Shehan Karunatilaka: This had been on my to-read list for a while (possibly since it was published), and I’ve been keeping an eye out for it as I trawl used bookstores because that cover is gorgeous. Then I remembered…

This is a real quick fan sketch/drawing for a book called The Last Hour of Gann. It’s an amazing book and story, though it does get very dark. But you come to love and love to hate characters and the world building is incredible. I would love to read stories just about the world of Gann and what’s to come.

Featuring in this picture is Amber, our main girl and the best lizardman Meoraq. Though I haven’t done him justice. I’m not familiar with drawing aliens, much less lizard aliens but it definitely was fun, even if I gave up pretty early.

February 2025 Wrap-Up

Only a few days (uh, almost two weeks) late! Not too shabby. And! This is officially my third blog post of the year, so truly I am a roaring success. So let’s get into it! “It” being “how well did I do on any of my goals for February?” The answer is: not too badly! Writing: As usual, I set my writing goal to 15,000 words for the month (it should have been 14,000, given that February only has…

No, it was not sex, but it had to be something that made him look for reasons to sit with her, to speak with her, even to fight with her if that was all there was, because even the most tedious and foul chore of curing a damned animal hide could become something to look forward to if he was with her. And it wasn’t sex, but he wished it was; it wasn’t sex, but if it had been, even that could be good, could even be glorious, just because it was with her.

— Meoraq Uyane, The Last Hour of Gann by R. Lee Smith

January 2025 Wrap-Up

Look at me, updating twice in the same year! Maybe 2025 is the year that blogging sticks. One can hope! In any case, January 2025 was something of a lackluster month, in terms of both reading and writing. Back in 2023, to ease some of the stress I was putting on myself regarding my writing (and oh, that’s a blog post in and of itself; possibly a whole series!), I brought my daily writing goal…

"This is a very important lesson," Grandmother Sits says. "Perhaps the most important part of your initiation, which of course will never quite be completed, you understand; you will always be beginning again, just never twice in the same place. The lesson is that the red wheel cannot be broken, whether by accident or intention, though you can certainly be broken upon it. The lesson is that you can't win. You can only keep moving. You are doomed to failure, which is to say, to life, which is full of pain. There will never be a final synthesis that unifies all worlds and resolves all dialectics. You can only resolve your own paradoxes and become more of who you are."

something something keema, jun, and the third terror, all boys that were never taught any way of interaction other than violence (keema and jun playfighting, jun offering to let the fisherwoman(?) kill him after he's done his quest, the third terror killing that entire village for keema), the only difference being how much kindness they each received and the point at which they received godlike power

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