I'm losing my mind in here so the nurse brought me jello

Does the jello make the mental breakdown better? Asking for a friend…

Yeah, it does

I hope it makes you feel better Neil :(

Thank you Charlie

I asked the nurses if they know anything about when I'm supposed to be discharged and they said to ask my father, but I haven't seen my parents all day so I have no way of knowing

They… haven’t visited..?? When was the last time you saw them?

And I really hope they let you out soon, Neil. I’ve really missed you and we are in DIRE need of a sleepover as soon as you get out

Yeah. They came over during lunch yesterday and left around 4pm, haven't seen them since.

I miss our sleepovers too, we'll definitely have one when I come back. As crazy as it is, I miss your snoring

That’s insane. I’m sorry, but that’s absolutely insane. They e hardly been spending time with you THEIR SON.

Youre coming over asap

My father keeps telling me how idiotic my gesture was and that my mother has been crying every day because of me, so I think they don't really want to spend time with me.

I'm looking forward to it :)

Idiotic??? IDIOTIC???

HE is the idiotic one here, Neil. What you did… I don’t know. I don’t know how to explain it. It wasn’t idiotic, though. Far from it. It was a response to all the shit happening to you, to everything that happened.

It’s not your fault, Neil. It’s not your fault.

I guess it was because of everything that happened, but it sure was irrational. I didn't think of anyone but myself— You can say what you want, but that's the truth.

that's not true, I mean I don't know what you were thinking of in the moment. But I know you Neil. You were panicking and needed a release from the horrible situation you were in. You didn't do it because you're selfish; you'rejust not that kind of person.

I might not have done it because I'm selfish, but is it not a selfish act in itself?

Maybe the way my father is treating me isn't fair, but I guess I can understand his reasoning... He's trying to make sure I won't do it again, in his own way

Suicide isn't selfish Neil it's just a way of escaping from a situation of which feels impossible to escape from. And as for your father.. that man should choke on his spit, he doesn't deserve to put you down Neil. You are so wonderful and just dont deserve that!

You're too kind to me Todd. I appreciate you endlessly, thank you lots <3

Of course Neil! I'm being honest you really dont deserve that okay? I'm looking forward to seeing you soon<3

This may sound crazy but I am counting down the seconds until I'm back at Welton. My mother and father haven't even talked or looked at me the whole time I've been home, other than to tell me I pail in comparison with Jeffery.

I’m sorry, Todd. If it’s any consolation, I get how you feel. Never thought I’d miss that place, but here we are. I’m sorry your parents suck.

Dont worry about it Charlie it's not your fault. At least we dont have much time until breaks over right?

This may sound crazy but I am counting down the seconds until I'm back at Welton. My mother and father haven't even talked or looked at me the whole time I've been home, other than to tell me I pail in comparison with Jeffery.

i’m so sorry todd. </3 maybe i can ask chet if you could hang out with us sometime like on weekends.

oh um sure, I mean it's not really my scene exactly.. but I can invite the others

Happy new year everyone! Thank you guys for always being at my side, hope everyone has a great year! @neilnotperry @camtastic-i @charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton @meeksandgeeks @gerard-pittsie

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Happy new year Todd!! It’s been good getting to know you this year (:

Thank you Charlie! :)

Happy new year everyone! Thank you guys for always being at my side, hope everyone has a great year! @neilnotperry @camtastic-i @charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton @meeksandgeeks @gerard-pittsie

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happy new year Todd! :))

Thanks Cam :)

This may sound crazy but I am counting down the seconds until I'm back at Welton. My mother and father haven't even talked or looked at me the whole time I've been home, other than to tell me I pail in comparison with Jeffery.

I'm so sorry Todd :( You deserve so much better than that.

For what it's worth, I can't wait to see you again <3

Thank you Neil!! I can't wait to see you either, I'm counting the seconds now <3

I'm losing my mind in here so the nurse brought me jello

Does the jello make the mental breakdown better? Asking for a friend…

Yeah, it does

I hope it makes you feel better Neil :(

Thank you Charlie

I asked the nurses if they know anything about when I'm supposed to be discharged and they said to ask my father, but I haven't seen my parents all day so I have no way of knowing

They… haven’t visited..?? When was the last time you saw them?

And I really hope they let you out soon, Neil. I’ve really missed you and we are in DIRE need of a sleepover as soon as you get out

Yeah. They came over during lunch yesterday and left around 4pm, haven't seen them since.

I miss our sleepovers too, we'll definitely have one when I come back. As crazy as it is, I miss your snoring

That’s insane. I’m sorry, but that’s absolutely insane. They e hardly been spending time with you THEIR SON.

Youre coming over asap

My father keeps telling me how idiotic my gesture was and that my mother has been crying every day because of me, so I think they don't really want to spend time with me.

I'm looking forward to it :)

Idiotic??? IDIOTIC???

HE is the idiotic one here, Neil. What you did… I don’t know. I don’t know how to explain it. It wasn’t idiotic, though. Far from it. It was a response to all the shit happening to you, to everything that happened.

It’s not your fault, Neil. It’s not your fault.

I guess it was because of everything that happened, but it sure was irrational. I didn't think of anyone but myself— You can say what you want, but that's the truth.

that's not true, I mean I don't know what you were thinking of in the moment. But I know you Neil. You were panicking and needed a release from the horrible situation you were in. You didn't do it because you're selfish; you'rejust not that kind of person.

I might not have done it because I'm selfish, but is it not a selfish act in itself?

Maybe the way my father is treating me isn't fair, but I guess I can understand his reasoning... He's trying to make sure I won't do it again, in his own way

Suicide isn't selfish Neil it's just a way of escaping from a situation of which feels impossible to escape from. And as for your father.. that man should choke on his spit, he doesn't deserve to put you down Neil. You are so wonderful and just dont deserve that!

I'm losing my mind in here so the nurse brought me jello

Oh Neil I'm so sorry, is it okay at least?

It was pretty good..!

That's good at least!

Happy new year everyone! Thank you guys for always being at my side, hope everyone has a great year! @neilnotperry @camtastic-i @charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton @meeksandgeeks @gerard-pittsie

@so-obknoxious

Happy New Year Todd <3

Thank you Neil!! :)

Happy new year everyone! Thank you guys for always being at my side, hope everyone has a great year! @neilnotperry @camtastic-i @charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton @meeksandgeeks @gerard-pittsie

@so-obknoxious

Happy new year, todd! :)

Thank you Meeks!!

I'm losing my mind in here so the nurse brought me jello

Does the jello make the mental breakdown better? Asking for a friend…

Yeah, it does

I hope it makes you feel better Neil :(

Thank you Charlie

I asked the nurses if they know anything about when I'm supposed to be discharged and they said to ask my father, but I haven't seen my parents all day so I have no way of knowing

They… haven’t visited..?? When was the last time you saw them?

And I really hope they let you out soon, Neil. I’ve really missed you and we are in DIRE need of a sleepover as soon as you get out

Yeah. They came over during lunch yesterday and left around 4pm, haven't seen them since.

I miss our sleepovers too, we'll definitely have one when I come back. As crazy as it is, I miss your snoring

That’s insane. I’m sorry, but that’s absolutely insane. They e hardly been spending time with you THEIR SON.

Youre coming over asap

My father keeps telling me how idiotic my gesture was and that my mother has been crying every day because of me, so I think they don't really want to spend time with me.

I'm looking forward to it :)

Idiotic??? IDIOTIC???

HE is the idiotic one here, Neil. What you did… I don’t know. I don’t know how to explain it. It wasn’t idiotic, though. Far from it. It was a response to all the shit happening to you, to everything that happened.

It’s not your fault, Neil. It’s not your fault.

I guess it was because of everything that happened, but it sure was irrational. I didn't think of anyone but myself— You can say what you want, but that's the truth.

that's not true, I mean I don't know what you were thinking of in the moment. But I know you Neil. You were panicking and needed a release from the horrible situation you were in. You didn't do it because you're selfish; you'rejust not that kind of person.

I'm losing my mind in here so the nurse brought me jello

Oh Neil I'm so sorry, is it okay at least?

Happy New Year everyone. I'm so grateful for the people who have stuck around despite everything.

@charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton @toddanderson1959 @meeksandgeeks @gerard-pittsie @camtastic-i @so-obknoxious thank you for making everything much less shitty. Love you guys so much <3

hally nee year. Neil you'rye the bes t :)

Are you okay Todd? :')

I'm sk womderfel! I hope youer new yeay is going good!

Happy New Year everyone. I'm so grateful for the people who have stuck around despite everything.

@charlie-gotta-be-more-dalton @toddanderson1959 @meeksandgeeks @gerard-pittsie @camtastic-i @so-obknoxious thank you for making everything much less shitty. Love you guys so much <3

hally nee year. Neil you'rye the bes t :)