I think Dandy's World is bad for me.
Listen, I want to start by saying most of yall have been great. Really. With all the fanart, support, patience, all the things.
But being relatively popular fucking suuuuuuuucks.
And its not anyone's fault but mine due to my own anxieties, insecurities, and whatever other problems I probably don't know I have. Whenever I draw anything these days all I can really think about is whether or not its something to share and if people are gonna like it.
I dont draw for me as much anymore. And I really REALLY fucking hate that. I'm always feeling like i'm making empty promises even when I know i'm trying my best and it just... Doesn't feel good.
I have SO many stories I want to touch in and invest in that AREN'T Dandys World related. And I want to share and talk about them all the time. But I dont. Cause I know thats not what people follow me for.
This year. I want to try my absolute hardest to stay the fuck away from the internet in terms of my own social media and just do whatever behind the scenes for at least the first few MONTHS. Whether that be Dandys Wasteland, the other aus, original content, or whatever the fuck else goes on in my life.
Somethings gotta change. That's all I got. I'm leaving the ask boxes open for the rest of the day. But after that. I'm out.
Happy New Years and all that jolly shit, I'll hopefully see yall when i feel less like garbage 24/7.