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tag game
what song should we play for you if you were cursed by vecna/henry/one 😭 🙏 so we can save ur ass
heres mine.
LMAOO ALR!!
id say ethel cain but if you played tempest id j curl up and die right there!!
ITS SO HARD TO CHOOSE JUST ONE SONG
i would have to say this one tho
THANK U FOR THE TAG 💞💞💞
my all-time fav!!
TY FOR THE TAG
this or motion sickness by phoebe bridgers for sure
Thank u for the tag!!!
What do u even mean u want me to choose one😭😭
This is one of the MANY
Omg thank you for the taggg
My favorite song changes so often but this would FOREVER save me from Vecna
2025 Month Reviews
January - 6.4/10 January was a very busy month, peak Dexter and Squid Games time, dyed my hair, sprained my foot (still have problems </3), my pappy in and out of the hospital, the plays were on (very happy but emotional occasion)
February - 4.7/10 Very eventful again, peak Arcane time, choir trip, opened up about something huge, close to peak anxiety time, peak PTSD time, situationship shit
March - 4/10 Lwk I never remember March (I have no idea why), but I'm assuming nothing much happened, but I know there were still issues with like situationship shit
April - 2.7/10 Great grandma passed away, pappy passed away, in and out of visiting my pappy in the hospital, went to see a play, had a really nice choir concert, dyed my hair, peak Spider-Man time
May - 3.5/10 Peak grief, peak OCD time, pappy's funeral and memorial, choir trip, end of school, personal health issues, birthday, best friend 5 year anniversary, and finally finished with the situationship issues!
June - 5/10 Almost peak depression, Hershey trip with friends, and a bunch of bed-rotting
July - 6.8/10 Awesome 4th of July with best friend, got my hair cut, stayed with my grandma for two weeks, got to see old friends, stayed with my godfather and his family for a week
August - 4.3/10 Got to see a huge baseball team play, hung out with best friend a lot, house flooded (AGAIN), mom had gallbladder taken out, phone malfunctions, PEAK anxiety, and start of school
September - 6.6/10 Best friend's birthday, got asked to homecoming, fun month idk it just wasn't too bad
October - 7/10 Homecoming week, spirit week, went to Hershey with best friend, HALLOWEEN!!, football games, short relationship
November - 3.8/10 PEAK depression, hypomanic episode, PEAK family issues, saw an amazing play, mom got a boyfriend
December - 5.2/10 Almost peak depression, done with horse-riding for the season, spirit week, HEATHER day!, FNAF 2, Christmas (lwk shit), winter break, spent a week at mom's boyfriend's house
npt: @poppyseedxoxo @sophie-jane-silver @todd-andersons-notes-app & anyone else!
I'm so different now than I was a year ago. A year ago, I was focused on like two things; now I'm focused on so many things at once and I always keep my brain occupied. A year ago, I had a small variety of music I listen to; now I listen to so many genres and artists and I love them all and I'm always open to discover more. A year ago, I had a few hobbies and interests that were constantly changing; now I still have many interests and hobbies I find, but I'm better at sticking to them and adding more, than just changing them. A year ago, I was boring but I was still always talking; now, if you talk to me and get a conversation going, I'll have a lot to say that isn't as boring. I'm so different now than I was a year ago.
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I think that on my next birthday, I’ll wish for communication skills. Because what does it mean that I create full scenarios in my head instead of actually communicating—simply because I’m shy enough to not even know how to act when I’m supposed to act? At least I still have my talent for yapping behind screens, instead of doing anything about it—online or in real life. I remember once trying to talk to a girl on Pinterest: I sent her a simple “hi,” and when she replied to my message… I answered with just “ok” instead of continuing the conversation or doing literally anything a normal human would do. I mean, seriously—even if an opportunity comes my way, I’m sure I’ll manage to waste it somehow. My God, what do you mean I’m good at replying in my head? I mean, I’m amazing there—bolder, braver, more confident, and way less shy. I’m also more comfortable writing here because I’m sure no one knows me, so… yeah. But honestly, I’m much cooler when I feel comfortable enough—not the awkward girl during first interactions. And yeah, I think this app is good. I feel like I can write long paragraphs and endless yapping here without worrying about anything.. safe maybe? Anyone reading this, please—let me be my strange, awkward self in peace.
It actually pisses me off so badly that my best friend's mother keeps using ME and MY eating disorder and self-harm as an example of what not to be to ALL of her children. I am not an example. I am a human fucking being and yes I do have issues, I'm aware. And I know you don't want your children to have issues, but saying things like "Remember when Dino (nickname) was super skinny and was cutting?" Is extremely offensive. And I didn't even tell her any of that either. My mother told her that. And now she uses my issues as examples to her children.
When I'm in my feels and start convincing myself I'll never be able to help anyone, but I think back to my math class two years ago when a boy who I thought hated me and previously bullied me opened up to me about self-harm and family and relationship issues and said only one other person knew and when I asked him why he told me all of that, he said that he just felt I could listen well.
#spilled thoughts#late night post#late night rants#late night thoughts#trying to help#empathy#he told me not even his girlfriend knew#he probably doesn't even think about those days in math class anymore#but it's a core memory for me#because he barely knew me#but he thought i could listen well#and TRUSTED me#i pass him in the hallways all the time still#mental health#i wonder how he is now#</3#<3
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January 17th, January 25th, February 11th, February 14th, April 16th, April 22nd, April 26th, April 27th, May 3rd, May 15th, May 16th, May 25th, May 30th, June 4th, June 11th, June 30th.
So I'm a little late but I meant to repost this with more important dates! Following these, July 10th, August 15th (HUGE one), August 29th (@poppyseedxoxo's birthday!), September 6th, September 15th, September 21st, September 23rd, October 3rd, October 4th, October 5th, October 15th, October 17th, October 24th, November 5th, November 14th, November 23rd, November 30th, December 5th!!!, December 19th, December 29th, and December 21st!!
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I am constantly doubting my mental illnesses. Like yes I'm diagnosed, but what if the doctors got it wrong and I'm actually fine? I don't feel fine, but maybe it's nothing and it really is just hormones.
Found out this is actually a symptom of OCD and many people with OCD doubt their mental illnesses INCLUDING OCD... which I am not exactly diagnosed with, but my past therapist and psychiatrists were talking about diagnosing me with OCD before I could no longer have service with them
Got good things for Christmas, went and stayed at my mom's boyfriend's house for a week, got my nose pierced, got more canvases to paint, got crocheting supplies, learned to crochet, met my mom's boyfriend's oldest daughter, got barely any sleep, cried, read 2 books, studied Latin, and played games with family over break!
Go ahead, talk when there's awkward silence. Because even though you may think it would be even more awkward, it could really lead to something and make someone's day.
#spilled thoughts#advice#words of advice#have that awkward talk#fill the awkward silence#i started talking about pets and animals to my mom's boyfriend the other night#and that was the night his daughter was going back to the military after her break#so he was struggling#and the talk led to movies and books and stuff#and i didn't think much of it#it was a nice talk#we were bonding#and he told my mom afterwards#that i really helped with everything#by just talking to him#and he hugged me tight when we were leaving#and thanked me for talking to him#so even the smallest things to you#can mean so much to others#<3