Some of my favorite little tidbits from Jacob’s book in the middle of Breaking Dawn (in no particular order):

  • Jacob noting that Edward can’t hate what loves Bella and that’s why Edward can’t hate him
  • Jacob consenting to Bella’s change not because he’s in love with her or the inexplicable pull he’s been feeling or even because he doesn’t want her to die, but because she is his best friend and he’d rather have her as an ally than an enemy
  • Similarly, Jacob choosing to split off from the pack not just because of Bella, but because he realizes that he does, in fact, see the Cullens as actual people and he can’t just go along with murdering them
  • The fact that Jacob doesn’t speak in the scene where Edward first hears the baby’s thoughts, so we aren’t told how Jacob’s voice makes the baby feel
  • Jacob’s chapters having titles like that implies that a) the chapter titles are a choice, b) that Jacob chose the long, sarcastic titles he has, and that c) in retrospect, Bella “will definitely be majoring in English whenever she finally gets around to college” has been deliberately choosing short, flowery, extremely vague chapter titles because she prefers them that way

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itsfortheplants asked:

I assumed you were just not interested in answering but since there’s a good possibility I never hit ask I’ll do it again:

TELL ME a fun fact about yourself. Please. Or a secret.

ljf613 Answer:

Umm, okay, I might have mentioned this on one of the servers already, but way back in middle school, long before I had any real idea of “fanfiction” as an actual concept, I had a bunch of loose ideas about the Twilight universe, particularly in the post-canon sense, and I scribbled down those first, baby fics in a binder I kept hidden in the back of my closet because I was horrified of the idea of anyone seeing them.

Some of the stuff I vaguely remember writing:

  • A lot of lore about a race of magic-using enchanters who live in hiding because their blood smells extra-tempting to vampires (all “singers” are descended from them). (This lore included an alternate “Garden of Eden” story explaining the origins of vampires, humans, and enchanters.)
  • I think there was something about Seth imprinting on a runaway female shapeshifter who could turn into a whole bunch of different animals and who he first met when he found her hiding out in the trunk of his car?
  • A tasteful fade-to-black scene of Renesmee and Jacob getting together and having their first time in, um, a cave? In the cliffs overlooking the beach in La Push? Or something to that effect? (Cannot explain the logic of this one outside of “somewhere very far away from Edward and his mind-reading.”)

It was all very middle school and cringe and I am very glad none of that stuff will ever see the light of day, but I guess it does mean that Twilight was really the first story I ever actively wrote fanfic for, so the fact that I’m now actually writing and posting Twilight fics for public consumption is really just me getting back to my roots!

groovy-lady:

I really want to know more about the magic-using enchanters and the alternate “Garden of Eden” story because all of that sounds fascinating!!!

Alright, let me think I’ve got to go back, like, a decade, give it take a few years (let’s just say I’m a child of the twenty-first century and leave it at that) and my memories of middle school are kind of hazy anyway, but let’s see what I can remember.

I know the whole idea of “enchanters” specifically came from a) Aro’s use of the term “la tua cantante” and b) Bella’s offhand comment about Angela being a witch. (Yes, Angela is one of them, although I don’t remember if I had her knowing that or if her parents were holding off on telling her.)

I can’t actually remember what kind of powers I gave them, but most of their focus seems to be on staying in hiding, which includes disguising the smell of their extra-tempting blood and erasing memories to stay out of the collective vampire consciousness (including the vampires who actually used to be enchanters, of which there are quite a lot).

Being a “singer” is an indicator of enchanter ancestry, and so are vampiric psychic gifts! (Yes, the implication there is that every vampire with extra powers was either born an enchanter or, at least, has some in their family line they just don’t know about.)

As for the Eden story, I may be misremembering some of the details, but I think it went something like this:

In the beginning, there were seven people created– Adam, Eve, and their five children. Two of the children were ordinary humans, three were enchanters, and Adam and Eve were vampires. (Or maybe there were just the three enchanter kids and no humans? Maybe the humans came in later?)

Adam and Eve were given the freedom to drink from any of the animals in the garden, but the children were off limits. This was easy to agree to– Adam and Eve loved their children, why would they want to hurt them?

But then Eve was in the middle of a hunt, about to catch a snake, when one of the enchanter children accidentally got in her scent line, and, crazed with thirst, she pounced on him/her, killing the child instantly. As she drank, Adam, lured in by the tempting smell, arrived and joined her.

As punishment, Adam and Eve were turned human, and the enchanter child they’d killed was revived as a vampire. For the rest of time, they, their surviving children, and any children they had in the future would have to be on guard, always in danger of the vampire threat they themselves had unleashed on the world, etc, etc.

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