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Tagged by @juniper-is-in-the-house ! Thank you, friend! I think this might be more words that what the challenge asked for, but I was just so excited! This is for my unplanned pregnancy WIP

Thank you @sydneys-adamu for starting this!

Rules: anything you want, just has to be between 100-500 words and Sydcarmy. You can have AUs, canon, whatever! Tag 3 writers you want to hear from.

Carmy was listening to the shaking of the box in her hands more than what she was actually saying.

“So, that’s why I’m saying, like, who cares right? Like, why go traditional? We can do whatever we want,” Sydney was standing so close to him, they were basically touching from shoulder to wrist. Carmy watched as she looked down at the carton of Milk Duds in her hand, shaking out a handful onto her palm. “And I think chaos is good. But in this specific context, not like in general.”

“Right,” he nodded. “That your second box?”

“Hm?” She looked to him distractedly, chewing on the massive ball of chocolate in her mouth. “Dunno? You want?”

“Nah, I’m good. Just curious. You really like those, huh?” He tilted his head.

“They’re good,” Sydney nodded, scooping another handful into her mouth. “But what do you think? Chaos menu?”

“Mm. Yeah, I like that,” he agreed, turning back to the piece of paper in front of them. He pointed at the list of menu items they’d crossed off, finger scrolling down the list. “We keep the scallop.”

“It’s not ready yet,” Sydney refuted.

“We work on it.” He looked back over at her. “You wanna come over on Sunday? Finish this up?”

Sydney raised her eyebrows. “You’re not busy?”

“I’m good if you are.”

Sydney nodded. “I’m good.”

“Kay, see you there.” He smiled back, nudging her shoulder with his. Sydney just chuckled quietly, shaking even more candy onto her hand.

“Exciting,” she replied sarcastically.

[chapter break]

“Carm? Amazon!” Claire’s voice carried in from the living room. He finished yanking his shirt over his head to push through the bedroom door, finding his girlfriend closing the front door with a box in her hands.

“You answering the door like that?” He asked around a confused smile as he walked over to take the box from her, already on his way to the kitchen.

Claire shrugged, following along. She was standing around in the clothes she slept in—just a big shirt and her underwear. Carmy, on the other hand, was already dressed for the day. No time to waste.

“No one around to watch,” Claire replied casually, pulling a chair out from his kitchen table and taking a seat. “What’s that?”

“Nothing, just something for a friend.” He said, laying the box on the island and pulling a drawer open for a knife. “What’re you doing today?”

Claire’s brow wrinkled. “You don’t want to hang out?”

“I told you. Syd’s coming over to work on menu?” He pulled the boxes tabs back and set the knife on the table. “She’s punctual as fuck. Probably gonna be here in like an hour.”

“I thought you guys were done with that,” Claire makes a face, combing her fingers through a lock of her hair. “You’ve been open for a while.”

“Yeah, but stuff is happening. We gotta turn it around.” He crossed his arms and leaned back against the island. “Set menu. Lower costs.”

“Responsible as fuck,” Claire commented mildly.

“Responsible as fuck,” he echoed with a nod.

“Kay, well, I gotta go.” Claire stood back up, turning towards the bedroom. “I’m on call, but you can still text me later.”

“Cool,” he nodded back, turning to the package again. “Let me know when you get back to your place?”

“Uh huh!” Claire’s voice carried through the apartment, already distant. Carmy unpackaged the box, two neat little rows of Milk Duds finding a home in the bottom cabinet of the island.

[chapter break]

“I’m going!” Claire swung back, finding Carmen opening the window in the kitchen, she shot him a funny look, her handbag resting heavy on her shoulder, as she went to meet up with him before she left. “What’re you doing?”

“Smells like a fucking ashtray,” Carmy replied as if he hadn’t been smoking in the kitchen that morning.

“Yeah? Maybe you should quit,” Claire grinned teasingly, leaning in for a kiss. “See ya?”

“Mm. I’ll text you,” he nodded, offering her a quick press of his lips before following her to the door.

“You better,” she shot him a teasing look over her shoulder, stepping into her work shoes just as someone knocked on the other side of the front door. “It’s your friend.” She guessed correctly.

Sydney was standing at the other side of the door, tote bag bulging with groceries, her green parka swallowing up most of her body. Her eyes widened with pleasant surprise when she found Claire in front of her, stepping forward to greet her automatically.

“Claire! Hey! Whoa, it’s been a while,” Sydney smiled softly. “Leaving already?”

“Yeah. On call,” Claire shrugged casually. “Nice seeing you, though. Your dad…?”

“He’s okay,” Sydney nodded back, eyes flickering to Carmy. “Hey, dude.”

“‘Sup?” Carmy smiled genuinely, mentally reminding himself to chill the fuck out. “It’s cold?”

“Fucking freezing,” Sydney nodded back, her and Claire sidestepping each other so Sydney could make it into the hall. “Got thoughts on that scallop.”

Carmy rolled his eyes affectionately. “Course you do.” Turning back to the door, he offered Claire a quick wink. “I’ll see ya?”

“Bye,” she nodded back, walking away as he finally shut the door.

Say More Please Tag Game

I was tagged by @sydneys-adamu !! 🤍 you stinka butt

There’s just a few guidelines:

1. when you get tagged, write any sydcarmy drabble you like! (between 100-500 words). this can be canon, au, and most importantly sydcarmy 🧑🏼‍🍳👩🏾‍🍳

2. tag any three writers you want to hear from! we want to keep it going, so tag a new person! 🍝🍝🍝

3. have fun ❤️💙🤍

I’m tagging writers I miss SOOOOOO MUCH @bioloyg @glitterslag @falllpoutboy

Here’s my little piece of family bliss! Inspired by a scene in His and Hers on Netflix!

SAY MORE PLEASE DRABBLE TAG GAME

I was tagged by the very sweet @bakerst-sherlolly

Rules !

1. When you get tagged, write any sydcarmy drabble you like! (between 100-500 words). This can be canon, au, and most importantly sydcarmy!

2. Tag any three writers you want to hear from! we want to keep it going, so tag a new person!

3. Have fun ✨

Blood Oranges and Cherries.

Carmy took aftercare very seriously. After each session, without fail, he’d slide into his boxers and get to work cleaning Sydney up, hydrating her, and even massaging her tired muscles if she needed it. He’d read once that fruit after sex was great for bringing energy backup and that had been a part of his routine ever since. Tonight he waltzed back into the bedroom, with his satisfied goofy grin and a bowl full of chilled blood oranges and seedless purple cherries, her favorites.

After sex Sydney was chatty and a little inquisitional, so as soon as he got comfortable, she was asking him questions. “When you think about your future. What do you see?” She asked, as she reached excitedly for the fruit.

“I see you.” Carmy answered simply.

A small smile played on her lips as she shook her head. “Beyond that.”

“There’s nothing beyond that.” Carmy couldn’t help thinking how beautiful she looked grinning back at him. Even with her braids in a messy ponytail and her in nothing but some ratty old t-shirt of his (especially then) he couldn’t imagine ever wanting anything else. “In addition to me, then. What do you want for your future?” She clarified, popping a cherry into her mouth.

“I want to make you dinner tonight.” Carmy took a bite of the blood orange he meticulously cut for them. It was sweet but still sour enough to make his cheeks tingle.

“Further in the future, Carm.”

He took his time chewing, then answered slowly. “I want to make your father like me.”

Sydney sucked her teeth.“He likes you. He has the potential to like you…someday. What else?”

“I want to take you to Copenhagen like I promised.”

Sydney sighed. “Very sweet but all of your answers are about other people, well other person. What do you want, for you.”

He frowned. Making Sydney happy was all he wanted. He felt fulfilled every time she smiled at him. But he knew she wasn’t going to take that for an answer so with the bite of a cherry he pivoted. “In the future do you want kids?”

“No.” It was a quick no, an assured one. “Is that a problem?”

“No.” He answered quickly also. It was perfect, actually. He’d decided long ago that he didn’t want them. “I thought you would, you had a good childhood with non-shitty parents—”

“Non shitty parent.”

He nodded. “ I just mean you had a great relationship with your dad and your childhood was relatively happy. I thought you’d want kids.”

“I did have a great childhood and a single dad who spoiled the hell out of me. I think it made me selfish.”

“You are the farthest thing from selfish.” She was the most giving person he’d ever known. He didn’t see how she could think that about herself.

“I don’t want my whole life to change because I have to look after someone else. I don’t want to be out of work for nine months. I don’t want hormones fucking up my body and emotions. I want to cook and I want to come home to you.” She reached for his hand. It could have been his imagination but he felt the tiny rhythmic drum of her pulse playing the same tune that his was. It was like they shared a heartbeat. “I want that too.”

“Yeah?”

“Yeah.”

“Good because I want to do this forever.”

Carmy moved the bowl to the night stand and pulled her into him. He found it impossible to communicate how he felt at that moment. He searched his brain but no word felt romantic enough, no word felt big enough to encapsulate his love for her. So he kissed her, hoping that he could transmute everything he couldn’t say through his lips. If he couldn’t, at least now he knew he had the rest of their lives to try.

Say more please drabble tag game!!!!!

The ever so lovely @alwaysshipping1 tagged me in this!! i tag @freedelusionshere and @falllpoutboy

guidelines:

1. when you get tagged, write any sydcarmy drabble you like! (between 100-500 words). this can be canon, au, and most importantly sydcarmy!

2. tag any three writers you want to hear from! we want to keep it going, so tag a new person!

3. have fun!!

Sooooo ik this was supposed to be a drabble but when I started I genuinely couldn't stop writing until I played the full so it's like 1,000 words haha, I apologize. It's also based off a proposal tiktok I saw today lmaooo enjoy.

"Now you can do math?"🤣 🤭

Say More Please Drabble Tag Game

the wonderful @sydneys-adamu who started this and the amazing @bakerst-sherlolly who tagged me in this drabble challenge! i tag @yapper1020, @aerishey, @elkscrossing and @juniper-is-in-the-house

guidelines:

1. when you get tagged, write any sydcarmy drabble you like! (between 100-500 words). this can be canon, au, and most importantly sydcarmy!

2. tag any three writers you want to hear from! we want to keep it going, so tag a new person!

3. have fun!!

FYI, this idea is based off of an old fic I wrote for another fandom.

"I love you." Carmy says it like it’s the most obvious thing in the world. Like he didn’t just upend her entire life with three words. His crystal blue eyes sear into her soul, cataloguing the wave of emotions sweeping across her expression. Like a switch turned on, Sydney finally sees the years of yearning etched on his face, his walls finally torn down, his heart splayed out for her. But her overwhelming fears squeeze the vice around her own heart and manage to obliterate her momentary burst of joy. "No…that’s−no, you don’t." Carmy’s expression softens. No one understands her and her panic quite like him. If Sydney didn’t know him so well, she’d have missed the imperceptible twitch of his lips. "You’re scared, Syd. I get it." She scoffs at his self-assurance, "Oh, yeah? What am I scared of?" "You’re afraid that if we went for it, we’d lose it." Bingo! "You’re scared we’d ruin our friendship." She hasn’t moved an inch, but there’s an entire film playing out across her features. He has to push past her comfort zone. If he doesn’t, they’ll never know what could have been, forever stuck in this limbo. He waits, and waits, and waits some more. He’ll wait forever if he has to. Her voice cracks, tears reaching her throat, "What if this is all we’re ever meant to be? What if it’s good because we never had time to get sick of each other?” He tilts his head to the side, looking at her like he would a misbehaving child, "Syd, we spend more time with each other than we do with our actual families. If I was gonna get sick of you, it would have happened already. I’ll never get sick of you. I’ll never have enough of you. There’s no one who know me better than you and there’s no one who knows you better than me. And I’ll forever kick myself for all the time I wasted not telling you how I feel." His eyes plead with her. "Take the leap with me, Syd. Please, jump." And she does. Right into his arms.
Later, when Carmy lies awake in his bed in his dark room, after midnight, the time of the day when the city is the most serene, he thinks of Sydney. Of course, he does. And he’s thinking of her scrunchie, hidden deep inside his bedside table. How tempting it is to take it out of its confinement. Just to have it in his hands. Just to have some piece of her close when his mind is wreaking havoc on him. —Chapter 5 - Sprite

Even if you’re not a SydLippie please god go read “Fake AF”

It’s insane. It’s insane!!!!! SydCarmie loyalists will be very happy with it, I swear

https://archiveofourown.org/works/76290721/chapters/199666561

Agreed!!

discovered today, devoured today.

if you like everyone being downbad for Syd, romcom level shenanigans and a sprinkle of shameless/The Bear soap screaming match chaos - it’s good! Promise

Me reading Lip’s dream and Carmy telling Syd to “don’t think.”

This fic has me in a chokehold

december 1st: don't rock the boat, baby

“No, not dead,” Carmy says confidently. "We're just dreaming, I think.” Her hand finds her heart; he watches it press into her chest, nails digging into the wool fibers of her sweater. “Good,” she exhales, before laughing ruefully. “Not like I could do anything about it anyway.”

See under the cut for the updated playlist! And if you want to be tagged when I post, let me know!

After leaving The Bear, Carmy and Syd's relationship isn't the same. One day, he wakes up and his whole life is different. He gets a glimpse of what his life could look like with Syd in it romantically and what it would look like if he never left The Bear. Loosely inspired by the Family Man.

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