don’t talk to me until i’ve had my coffee, two hits from my weed pen, a complete start-to-finish screening of kpop demon hunters, and an hour of kitchen cleaning time. i’m not myself before i’ve had my coffee, two hits from my weed pen, a complete start-to-finish screening of kpop demon hunters, and an hour of kitchen cleaning time.
happy friday everyone! time to clock in for my shift at the substances abuse factory
playlist idea for my next kpdh watch: i already have one for the whole soundtrack plus the one exo song in the meet cute scene in the order they appear in the movie (the soundtrack album is a different order) so what if i make a deluxe version of that playlist where every time any of the songs plays it gets added to the playlist again. like in the scene where they have the idea for takedown and how it’s done plays in the background for like thirty seconds. the whole song gets added to the playlist again. that’s how dire this hyperfixation is i am at the point where i will listen to this playlist and love every second of it. i will listen to takedown like six times in a row. and the best songs only once just to make them even more delicious
Well i think the short guy should top
I need to be a well off couple's third and I do not want to be on equal footing with them relationship-wise. I do want to be the secondary partner here, the kind who does weird sex things they don't normally do with each other and gets flaunted like a party trick over martinis to show how worldly they are. I want to sit on one of their Eames chairs and gaze into the eyes of their useless designer dog and realize that me and it are one and the same, that I am just another set piece, and plan my escape not before exploiting their networks in the arts and local politics and penning a novella that leaves readers to wonder where the fact ends and the fiction begins.
i love reading and i love books!!!! i really enjoy reading books!!! and i love writing little notes in the margins!!!!! and doodles n stuff!!! and i love being moved and feeling changed and also proud and accomplished that i read all of that and it moved me and i loved it so much the whole time and im finally getting actually Good At Reading in a way where i can actually immerse myself and understand All Of The Themes!!!!!!! Yooppeeeee!!!!!! AND THEN the best part is i can add it to my bookshelf when im done with all of my notes in it and it feels like putting a piece of a puzzle into place and it glows a little as it slides into position and when it comes to rest, a beam of golden light pulsates over the bookshelf, as though locking it into place and i smile and a warm energy seems to fill the air and my home feels more like a home and my heart feels fuller. I Love Books!!!! Oh Happy Day!!!!!
this weekend i went camping for the first time as an adult and i had some points where i thought “i actually think i dont like camping, its overwhelming, its stressful, im tired, etc.” but at night i had to walk to the bathroom at the campground and it involved passing through a meadow with significantly reduced light pilllution compared to the rest of the campground and man. when i tell you. that sky took my breath away. whew. i really mean it. and it made everything worth it.
recently i’ve been listening to cds that i’ve had for a long time but have never listened to (cds are like books to me. collecting and consuming are separate hobbies i’m sorry) and right now that looks like having a tom delonge marathon and listening to angels and airwaves back to back with blink 182. it’s great. anyway the reason i started typing on my phone in the first place wasssssss OH right i thought i knew the angels and airwaves album i have pretty well but i realized i only actually knew one song on it and i thought i didn’t know any of the blink album i have but i actually knew every song by heart. so life is crazy like that. i think my original post idea had to do with my relationship with my father but idr it now so. do with that as you will. happy thursday all!
my ideal monday night involves watching succession on the couch in the front room and getting too turned on by my feelings for roman and needing to move to my room to watch the show on my laptop even though id much rather the experience of watching it on the tv, because my feelings of lust for roman are so strong i need to go to a place where i can safely masturbate without guilt. anyway