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Mëlhyan

[𝖀𝖕𝖉𝖆𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝕸ë𝖑𝖍𝖞𝖆𝖓 𝕮𝖔𝖒𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝕾𝖍𝖊𝖊𝖙: 𝕺𝖈𝖙𝖔𝖇𝖊𝖗 22𝖙𝖍 2025]

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A Little Commission PSA!

Hey besties!! Just a few friendly notes for anyone planning to commission me!!! The previous pinned commission post will no longer be effective, starting today.

A./ For spicy / +18 art requests: please remember that I ONLY take those from people who are 18 or older. I won’t be making any exceptions, no matter how cool your idea is! Please be respectful about that, safety and boundaries first!

B./ If you need your piece done extra fast, please TELL ME beforehand! I’m a student with ADHD and a pretty full schedule, so I have to plan things carefully. Rush work is totally possible, I just need to know in advance so I can make it happen without burning out-

C./ References are your best friend. The more you can give me (especially if your character is from a fandom I don’t know), the easier it’ll be for me to capture them right! Moodboards, poses, outfit ideas, color palettes—everything helps!!

I promise to always communicate about timelines, progress, and any delays that might come up. Life happens, but I’ll always keep you in the loop!

And of course, thank you so much for your support and trust 🥹💛 commissions keep me going (and help me afford soup, coffee, and art supplies).

Let’s make cool things together!!!!

[EDIT: November 26th of 2025.]

🚫Quick Update on My Art Usage:🚫

(aka: I cannot believe I have to say this in the Year of Our Chaotic Lord 2025)

Tiny housekeeping moment 💖

Just a reminder that reposting my artworks (patreon’s work included) anywhere—Discord, Pinterest, Tumblr, Instagram, your cousin’s paranormal cryptid forum etc—WITHOUT my permission is a big fat no. Nope. Non. Nein. Nuh-uh. Don’t do it.

Now, why am I writing this? Because apparently some people have the shameless confidence of a raccoon who broke into a bakery and are out here reposting works like it’s free samples at Costco (derogatory).

I don’t care what’s your bullshit excuse, it does not work on me.

Just because you can right-click something doesn’t mean you suddenly own it. This is not a medieval RPG where you loot everything not nailed down.

If you want to share my art:
Ask. Literally just ask.
I promise I don’t bite unless you repost without permission, then I absolutely will bite.

Moral of the story: Don’t steal from artists. Don’t repost without consent. Don’t make me turn into an Elden Ring boss because you couldn’t resist the ✨shiny picture✨.

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[𝕱𝖎𝖗𝖘𝖙 𝕬𝖗𝖙 𝕮𝖔𝖚𝖗𝖘𝖊 𝖎𝖘 𝖚𝖕 𝖔𝖓 𝕻𝖆𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖔𝖓 (𝕱𝖗𝖊𝖊 & 𝕻𝖆𝖞𝖎𝖓𝖌 𝕿𝖎𝖊𝖗𝖘) & 𝕳𝖊𝖆𝖑𝖙𝖍 𝖀𝖕𝖉𝖆𝖙𝖊!!]

Hi Beasties!!!🖤🖤🖤

A small health update + something I’ve been quietly working on for a bit: I finally launched my first art course, The Rotting Sketchbook (Specific Art Tips Series for basics!), as part of Black Candle Studio (General Art Courses Group) on my Patreon!!!!

This first course is about color palettes (how to find them, how to steal them (legally), how to build them when your brain is empty, and how to make colors feel intentional instead of intimidating) and it’s got a bunch of color theory thingies and tips in there!!

Most of the course is free for Wraithlings, and the rest is available for Lumos & Aether members!!!

Now, onto the health update! I also wanted to explain why I’ve been a bit quieter!! TW: skin stuff / BFRBs

Two days ago I was officially cleared from cadmium poisoning (yes, for real 😭), but I’m still being monitored by doctors for ongoing skin and nerve-related issues. Between appointments, caregiving, exams season coming up, food issues, and meds that make me really sleepy/sick, I haven’t been as present or active as I’d like!

Long story short: my body is screaming for a break (hasn’t had one since like…. JUNE?????), and I’m finally listening (kind of) because I don’t really have a choice right now- X’D

If you’re curious/concerned, here’s what’s happening: I deal with BFRBs (basically “body-focused repetitive behavior” like hair-pulling and skin-picking) which flare up with stress, along with SINP (stress-induced neurogenic pruritus, a fancy way of saying my skin itches itself to death when I’m stressed).

I’m still adjusting to meds and topical stuff because, yeah… creams alone are not enough for what my body’s doing right now. Add in stress flare-ups, joint cramps, hair pulling, bruises from how hard I grip my limbs, hair pulling, and skin picking, and you get… me, currently negotiating peace with my own limbs.

Evenings are worse, flare-ups come and go, but I’m managing, being careful, and focusing on resting when I can, changing food, changing habits etc. I promise I’m getting back to everyone and catching up on things, I just need to pace myself so I don’t make it worse! Soon, I’m also supposed to get short-term nerve-calming meds and probs getting the whole holy trinity (liver, kidneys, thyroid) checked if this keeps happening/gets worse.

Nothing you need to fix, just me being human and asking for patience a bit, please. Thanks for being cool!!🖤

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Hey, I wanted to tell you something a bit personal about your Abdirak/Halsin fic over AO3 (found you via bluesky), because it genuinely stuck with me and I don’t think a quick 'this was hot' does it justice.

I’ve had a really bad BDSM experience in the past, the kind that messes with your sense of safety and trust and makes you question whether that whole space is even something you’re allowed to enjoy anymore. It wrecked me for a long time, and I’ve been pretty wary of anything involving bondage, pain, or power dynamics since. So when I saw the tags, I’ll be real: I hesitated. A lot. I almost didn’t read it, even though the characters are some of my absolute favourites.

But I’m really glad I did.

The way you wrote this felt… gentle, in a way that surprised me. Everything is so intentional. The consent is clear, the care is constant, the power isn’t taken, it’s offered and respected. The ritual framing, the check-ins, the aftercare, the fact that surrender is treated as something sacred and grounding instead of something exploitative… it hit something in me I didn’t expect to be touched again.

It didn’t make me feel unsafe. It didn’t make me flinch. It actually made me feel seen, like you understand that kink, when done right, can be about trust, devotion, and healing just as much as it’s about intensity. There were moments where I had to pause because I realized I was breathing easier instead of bracing myself, and that… meant a lot.

I don’t want to be dramatic, but it genuinely helped heal a small part of me that I thought was just broken for good. It reminded me that what hurt me wasn’t the concept, it was the lack of care and consent in it, and your fic is overflowing with care, consent and love in general.

Thank you for writing something this thoughtful, this intimate, and this safe without ever losing its edge or heat. It takes a lot of skill and emotional intelligence to pull that off, and you absolutely did.

Asked by Anonymous

[𝕷𝖔𝖈𝖆𝖑 𝕲𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑 𝖌𝖎𝖛𝖊𝖘 𝖙𝖊𝖉 𝖙𝖆𝖑𝖐 𝖔𝖓 𝖈𝖔𝖓𝖘𝖊𝖓𝖙, 𝖇𝖉𝖘𝖒, 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝖌𝖊𝖙𝖘 𝖙𝖊𝖓𝖉𝖊𝖗 𝖆𝖇𝖔𝖚𝖙 𝖎𝖙]

[TW: talk about BDSM, consent and more!]

Hi Anon!! Thank you so much for this message. I’m sitting with it, and I don’t think there’s a way to answer it flippantly or briefly without doing a disservice to the trust you placed in me by sharing something this personal.

I want you to know first and foremost that I’m really glad you chose to read and even more glad that it didn’t hurt you. The fact that it didn’t make you flinch, that it let you breathe instead of brace yourself, means more to me than any compliment about heat or craft ever could!!!

Kink (especially BDSM) gets a bad reputation, and a lot of that reputation exists for very real reasons. When consent is unclear, when power is taken instead of offered, when care is missing or treated as optional, it can be damaging. It can be frightening. It can leave lasting wounds. What harmed you wasn’t the concept of kink itself, it was the absence of safety, intention, and respect. And that distinction matters deeply to me.

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bg3collabs:

Day 14- Janu-beary- Halsin x Abdirak

Enjoying Nature’s Gifts: The Great Janu-beary Collaboration

Continuation of Enjoying Nature’s Gifts: The Great Janu-beary Collaboration

Each day features a fic written by one of our lovely collaborators, and for most days, an art piece alongside it.

Chapter 14-

Cinders & Flesh

Word Count: 4,279

Halsin’s got a problem: a succubus curse that won’t stop turning him on at literally the worst times. Enter Abdirak, temple-of-pain enthusiast, rope connoisseur, and candlewax enjoyer. What starts as curiosity in the shadows of a hidden temple turns into a full-on, messy, erotic ritual involving ropes, wax, and a lot of “please don’t kill me, but also do” because… well of course it does.

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Writer: Halfling_MadMax

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Artist : @baelthi-vp (Bluesky)

Fic Tags:

the author knows the topic, Wax Play, Smut, Shameless Smut, Gratuitous Smut, Bottom Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Sub Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Dom Abdirak (Baldur’s Gate), Rope Bondage, Bondage, Bondage and Discipline, Dom/sub, Dom/sub Play, Alternate Universe - Religious, pain play, Impact Play, Submission, Body Worship, Ritualistic Sex, Aftercare

I’m so, so happy to finally share this one!!!!!!🕯️✨

This fic is my second contribution to The Great Janu-beary Collaboration, and I’m incredibly grateful to have been invited to take part, this is my second participation out of three, and honestly? Being part of this project has been such a joy!!!

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melhyan:

melhyan:

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[𝕷𝖔𝖈𝖆𝖑 𝕲𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑 𝕬𝖓𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝕻𝖆𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖔𝖓 𝕹𝕾𝕱𝖂 𝕬𝖗𝖙 𝕾𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘, 𝕻𝖔𝖕𝖚𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 (𝖓𝖔𝖙) 𝕾𝖍𝖔𝖈𝖐𝖊𝖉]

This is, regrettably, another announcement. I would say it’s the last one, but that would be a lie and I respect you too much for that.

Okaaaaaayyy, announcement time: I’m officially starting a monthly NSFW art series this year, and yes, I am very aware that I keep convincing myself this is somehow more scandalous than half the things I’ve written before (including +15k words of radiation-induced ghoul sex), but hear me out.

Tumblr will only ever get cropped or snipped previews because I like consent, I don’t enjoy jumpscaring people on their dash, and also because I like my head exactly where it is (thank you very much). The full pieces, plus additional NSFW sketches, will live on Patreon where everyone is very much opting in on purpose, which is great because no god, no guillotine, and certainly no terms of service can keep me from drawing blorbos, NPCs, and canonical-but-wrong characters doing things that would make history frown. This is me being calm, self-aware, and extremely normal about drawing horny art, despite the fact that I’m laughing to myself while thinking “this was a stroke… of pure artistic luck”, making dozens of sexual innuendos and also maybe considering whether the guillotine would approve of my compositional choices.

To make this fun and interactive, there will be two polls for each month: the first one to decide which fandom we’re tormenting—I mean, exploring—and the second to decide which character(s) will get the honor of starring in the full NSFW piece. That way, the people have spoken, I get to panic responsibly, and everyone is slightly complicit in my eventual artistic demise. Tumblr will get the cute, cropped previews because boundaries are sexy, while Patreon will get the full version with all the extra sketches, bonus bad decisions, and approximately three times more chaos than is reasonable for one artist to be held accountable for.

The series itself will have a working title for now: “Hands-On Studies: Canon-Adjacent Misconduct”, because it’s descriptive, slightly horrifying, and also wink-wink. Each month, the subtitle will change depending on the fandom, the characters, or how guilty I feel at the moment, so you can expect things like “Hands-On Studies: The Fade Is Very Persuasive” or “Hands-On Studies: Cullen Didn’t Sign Up for This,” or, if I really lose my mind, “Hands-On Studies: No God, No Guillotine, Still Drawing.”

Anyway, I am fully aware that I am probably overthinking this while simultaneously very proud of myself, so welcome to 2026, where I will be posting horny art responsibly, panicking slightly, and pretending this is all entirely normal. If I lose my head over it, at least it will be done in style.

ANYWAY- Here is the first poll!! We get to pick the fandom beasties!

Pick a fandom for the first piece!

Baldur’s Gate 3!

Dragon Age Inquisition!

See Results
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[𝖀𝖕𝖉𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝕱𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕬𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖙 𝖂𝖍𝖔 𝕭𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖋𝖑𝖞 𝖁𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉 𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕱𝖆𝖉𝖊 (𝕬𝖓𝖉 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕰𝕽)]

Okay. First of all. Apologies for the sudden disappearance. Turns out my very glamorous November/ December “food poisoning + stress” arc was actually cadmium poisoning, brought to you by some truly fuckass chocolates. Love that for me. I am alive, I am on meds, and my body has decided to stop trying to speedrun its own demise.

Life did what life does, I was not as active as I wanted to be, I missed the Rolan week (I am still grieving), I did not make a Mimicmas ending post/not as many pieces, and December generally chose violence. But! I am back, slightly more metallic-free (metal in both my playlists AND body), and ready to make terrible artistic decisions again!

Now. The important part!!!

You voted. Loudly. Passionately. With your whole chest.

Final results (41 votes):
Baldur’s Gate 3 — 51.2%
Dragon Age: Inquisition — 48.8%

Which means BG3 wins by a hair, a fingernail, a single illithid wrinkle. Democracy has spoken. I obey reluctantly but enthusiastically.

SO. It is time for Round Two: Pick Your Victim.

New poll: Who gets the first piece?

  • Abdirak (Yes, that Abdirak. You know why you’re here.)
  • Zevlor (Tired. Stressed. One bad day away from something unholy.)
  • Mizora (You know why.)

This is me, once again, being the worst saleswoman imaginable and asking you to actively participate in my downfall. Choose wisely. Or don’t. I clearly never do.

Thank you for your patience, your votes, and for not asking too many follow-up questions about the cadmium situation. The art queue is waking up. The blorbos are unsafe again. And I promise to disappear next time for something way cooler, like being possessed by the Fade.

Poll below. You know what to do!!!😌

Which character would you like to see for the NSFW Patreon piece (BG3 Edition) this month?

Abdirak

Zevlor

Mizora

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𝕴 𝕻𝖑𝖆𝖞𝖊𝖉 𝕯𝖗𝖆𝖌𝖔𝖓 𝕬𝖌𝖊 𝖆𝖓𝖉 𝕹𝖔𝖜 𝕿𝖍𝖎𝖘 𝕴𝖘 𝕰𝖛𝖊𝖗𝖞𝖔𝖓𝖊’𝖘 𝕻𝖗𝖔𝖇𝖑𝖊𝖒 (20% 𝕺𝖋𝖋 𝖞𝖔𝖚𝖗 𝕯𝕬 𝖙𝖍𝖊𝖒𝖊𝖉 𝖆𝖗𝖙 𝖈𝖔𝖒𝖒𝖎𝖘𝖘𝖎𝖔𝖓 𝖓𝖊𝖝𝖙 𝖒𝖔𝖓𝖙𝖍)

[Thedas Deserves Better But You Deserve This! Edition]

Yes, it’s January 14th. Yes, this announcement is early. But history has shown that if I do not warn you ahead of time, we all suffer. Consider this foresight. Consider this mercy. Consider this a threat. Consider this me opening my mouth before February kicks down the door.

Recently, life looked at me and said “yeah no” and kicked my teethies in just to keep things interesting. BUT! I am alive, drawing, and choosing to be smart about it. January is for finishing the frankly alarming amount of commissions I already owe, so that when February hits, I can open commissions properly without exploding!<3

Interested in this DA sale? Everything you gotta know is down below!

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Rolan Into 2026: Accepting Late Submissions

Hi everyone!

Thank you so much for all of the love that you poured into Rolan into 2026! We couldn’t have done it without you!

We know that some of you wanted to submit your creations to the event and may not have gotten the chance to do so during the official week.

So, we are making an official announcement to let all of you know: We will continue to accept creations for Rolan into 2026 until February 28th. We will continue to reblog and post your work on this page, and you are welcome to submit your fanfic creations to the Ao3 collection.

Please adhere to the event’s submittal guidelines, which we have linked here.

If you have any questions, please feel free to reach out!

Thank you!

-Kimber and Darcy

THANK FREAKING GOD!!!!😭🙌 Life totally got in the way and I didn’t get to submit during the official week, so this is a literal lifesaver!;-;

Huge thank you to the mods for keeping the love alive and giving us all a second chance, you’re amazing!!!

Signal boosting this because everyone deserves the chance to celebrate Rolan into 2026!!! GO GIVE LOVE TO DA WIZARD AND MODS!!!💖✨

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bg3collabs:

Day 12- Janu-beary- Halsin x Rugan x Olly

Enjoying Nature’s Gifts: The Great Janu-beary Collaboration

Continuation of Enjoying Nature’s Gifts: The Great Janu-beary Collaboration

Each day features a fic written by one of our lovely collaborators, and for most days, an art piece alongside it.

Chapter 12-

Zhentarim Regrets and Other Intimate Errors

Word Count: 4,625

Fresh out of a Zhentarim disaster and running on nerves, bad ale, and worse decisions, Rugan ducks into a tavern hoping for anonymity and a stiff drink. What he gets instead is Halsin—very tall, very restless, and very much still dealing with the lingering effects of an unfortunate potion.
A conversation about antidotes turns into shared regrets, mutual tension, and the realization that neither of them has the energy to keep tell themselves this is a bad idea. Then Olly shows up, as he always does, and promptly makes everything louder, warmer, and significantly more complicated.
No one solves the antidote problem. Some problems are… handled differently.

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Writer and Artist: Halfling_MadMax

Fic Tags:

Smut, Shameless Smut, Sex Is Fun, Humor, smut and humor, Threesome - M/M/M, Threesome, Protective Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Top Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Service Top Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Pleasure Dom Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Dom Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Rutting, Grinding, Explicit Sexual Content, Porn with Feelings, Consensual Sex, Soft Dom Halsin (Baldur’s Gate), Halsin Is Very Patient, Olly Is a Menace (Affectionate), Rugan Is Flustered, Everyone Needs a Nap Afterwards, Bad Puns, I will not apologize for Olly’s puns because I love them DEARLY

Oh my god YOU GUYSSS… day 12 and i’m still pinching myself that i got to write halsin x rugan x olly for the janu-beary collab!!!

Life has been throwing absolutely every curveball imaginable at me lately, but somehow i got to spend a few hours writing out about a tavern with a giant druid, a tense zhentarim, and… olly being olly. It was chaotic, it was warm, it was exactly what my soul needed.

Thank you to the team for letting me crash this party with my fic and the art, and also… yes, none of them solved the antidote problem. some things are just better handled with laughs, ale, and maybe a little inappropriate closeness I guess?????🍺🔥

I cannot wait to see the rest of this madness unfold and see the other pieces I wrote for the zine!!!💖

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[𝕷𝖔𝖈𝖆𝖑 𝕲𝖍𝖔𝖚𝖑 𝕬𝖓𝖓𝖔𝖚𝖓𝖈𝖊𝖘 𝕻𝖆𝖙𝖗𝖊𝖔𝖓 𝕹𝕾𝕱𝖂 𝕬𝖗𝖙 𝕾𝖊𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖘, 𝕻𝖔𝖕𝖚𝖑𝖆𝖙𝖎𝖔𝖓 (𝖓𝖔𝖙) 𝕾𝖍𝖔𝖈𝖐𝖊𝖉]

This is, regrettably, another announcement. I would say it’s the last one, but that would be a lie and I respect you too much for that.

Okaaaaaayyy, announcement time: I’m officially starting a monthly NSFW art series this year, and yes, I am very aware that I keep convincing myself this is somehow more scandalous than half the things I’ve written before (including +15k words of radiation-induced ghoul sex), but hear me out.

Tumblr will only ever get cropped or snipped previews because I like consent, I don’t enjoy jumpscaring people on their dash, and also because I like my head exactly where it is (thank you very much). The full pieces, plus additional NSFW sketches, will live on Patreon where everyone is very much opting in on purpose, which is great because no god, no guillotine, and certainly no terms of service can keep me from drawing blorbos, NPCs, and canonical-but-wrong characters doing things that would make history frown. This is me being calm, self-aware, and extremely normal about drawing horny art, despite the fact that I’m laughing to myself while thinking “this was a stroke… of pure artistic luck”, making dozens of sexual innuendos and also maybe considering whether the guillotine would approve of my compositional choices.

To make this fun and interactive, there will be two polls for each month: the first one to decide which fandom we’re tormenting—I mean, exploring—and the second to decide which character(s) will get the honor of starring in the full NSFW piece. That way, the people have spoken, I get to panic responsibly, and everyone is slightly complicit in my eventual artistic demise. Tumblr will get the cute, cropped previews because boundaries are sexy, while Patreon will get the full version with all the extra sketches, bonus bad decisions, and approximately three times more chaos than is reasonable for one artist to be held accountable for.

The series itself will have a working title for now: “Hands-On Studies: Canon-Adjacent Misconduct”, because it’s descriptive, slightly horrifying, and also wink-wink. Each month, the subtitle will change depending on the fandom, the characters, or how guilty I feel at the moment, so you can expect things like “Hands-On Studies: The Fade Is Very Persuasive” or “Hands-On Studies: Cullen Didn’t Sign Up for This,” or, if I really lose my mind, “Hands-On Studies: No God, No Guillotine, Still Drawing.”

Anyway, I am fully aware that I am probably overthinking this while simultaneously very proud of myself, so welcome to 2026, where I will be posting horny art responsibly, panicking slightly, and pretending this is all entirely normal. If I lose my head over it, at least it will be done in style.

ANYWAY- Here is the first poll!! We get to pick the fandom beasties!

Pick a fandom for the first piece!

Baldur’s Gate 3!

Dragon Age Inquisition!

See Results
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[𝖀𝖕𝖉𝖆𝖙𝖊 𝕱𝖗𝖔𝖒 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕬𝖗𝖙𝖎𝖘𝖙 𝖂𝖍𝖔 𝕭𝖗𝖎𝖊𝖋𝖑𝖞 𝖁𝖆𝖓𝖎𝖘𝖍𝖊𝖉 𝕴𝖓𝖙𝖔 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕱𝖆𝖉𝖊 (𝕬𝖓𝖉 𝕿𝖍𝖊 𝕰𝕽)]

Okay. First of all. Apologies for the sudden disappearance. Turns out my very glamorous November/ December “food poisoning + stress” arc was actually cadmium poisoning, brought to you by some truly fuckass chocolates. Love that for me. I am alive, I am on meds, and my body has decided to stop trying to speedrun its own demise.

Life did what life does, I was not as active as I wanted to be, I missed the Rolan week (I am still grieving), I did not make a Mimicmas ending post/not as many pieces, and December generally chose violence. But! I am back, slightly more metallic-free (metal in both my playlists AND body), and ready to make terrible artistic decisions again!

Now. The important part!!!

You voted. Loudly. Passionately. With your whole chest.

Final results (41 votes):
Baldur’s Gate 3 — 51.2%
Dragon Age: Inquisition — 48.8%

Which means BG3 wins by a hair, a fingernail, a single illithid wrinkle. Democracy has spoken. I obey reluctantly but enthusiastically.

SO. It is time for Round Two: Pick Your Victim.

New poll: Who gets the first piece?

  • Abdirak (Yes, that Abdirak. You know why you’re here.)
  • Zevlor (Tired. Stressed. One bad day away from something unholy.)
  • Mizora (You know why.)

This is me, once again, being the worst saleswoman imaginable and asking you to actively participate in my downfall. Choose wisely. Or don’t. I clearly never do.

Thank you for your patience, your votes, and for not asking too many follow-up questions about the cadmium situation. The art queue is waking up. The blorbos are unsafe again. And I promise to disappear next time for something way cooler, like being possessed by the Fade.

Poll below. You know what to do!!!😌

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I love reading your art hot takes so I have one for you!!! Do you think VP is the same as art?

Asked by Anonymous

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(Not me getting back from the dead (read: cadmium poisoning because of chocolate) to answer a debate lmao)

I don’t think VP and other forms of art need to be pitted against each other at all, honestly. They’re different, not better or worse. Just like sculpture, drawing, painting, stained glass, embroidery, photography, collage, etc are all art, but they don’t require the same skills, tools, or ways of thinking.

Virtual photography has its own competencies: composition, lighting, timing, understanding game engines, camera tools, mood, storytelling. Traditional or digital illustration has others: anatomy, line, color theory, rendering, texture, muscle memory, years of practice.

One doesn’t cancel the other out, and one doesn’t “steal” legitimacy from the other.

Comparing them like “which one is more art” feels like comparing sports. Is fencing more athletic than swimming? Is ballet more valid than parkour? They don’t train the same muscles, but they’re both real, demanding disciplines. Same thing here. Different skill sets, different processes, same broad creative field.

I don’t want to oppose VP artists or gatekeep art in general because every form of art has its place. People create in the medium that speaks to them, that their body/mind/life allows, and that’s fine. Art has always evolved with tools. Cameras didn’t kill painting. Digital tablets didn’t kill charcoal. Games existing doesn’t invalidate drawing.

I think part of why this debate always makes me laugh a little (lovingly) is because I’ve been on the receiving end of the Art Is Supposed To Be Like This police my whole life. I went to art school. I used “beaux-arts” techniques like charcoal, oil paint, watercolor, etc. And I used them to draw morbid shit. Corpses. Zombies. Rot. Decay. And I remember getting comments like “this isn’t the right subject for that technique” or “this style is meant for beauty” and I just stood there like. Okay but who decided beauty doesn’t include the grotesque? Who put that rule in the syllabus? Was there a secret meeting I missed?

To me, that mindset is exactly how art gets locked behind glass and turned into something sterile and intimidating. Like this arcane, high-top, velvet-rope thing where only certain subjects are allowed to sit at the table depending on the medium you use. And I just… don’t buy it. Art has never worked like that in reality. Humans have always used whatever tools they had to depict everything: love, death, gods, monsters, hunger, fear, joy. Cave walls had handprints and animals and violence side by side. Cathedrals have saints and martyrs being graphically murdered in stained glass. Beauty and horror have been holding hands since forever.

So when people argue about “is this real art” based on the tool used, I get the same itch. It’s the same old gatekeeping, just in a new outfit. VP, painting, sculpture, embroidery, charcoal, digital, photography etc, they’re all languages. You don’t tell someone they’re “speaking wrong” because they wrote a poem instead of a novel. You don’t tell a dancer they’re invalid because they do contemporary instead of ballet. Different muscles, different brains, same impulse: I need to make something and show how I see the world.

Look, I can do oils, watercolors, pencils, graphite, ink, charcoal, coffee stains if I’m feeling extra dramatic… but you hand me a game engine and a camera and I’m a deer in headlights. Virtual photography? Totally not my skill set. That doesn’t make me a better or worse artist! It just means my brain and hands speak different languages. And the same goes the other way: someone who can make jaw-dropping VP shots isn’t automatically “bad” at drawing or painting or sculpting… they’re just flexing a different set of muscles, a different eye, a different creative wiring. Art is huge and messy and full of overlapping skills, and no one medium gets to gatekeep the rest. VP is its own thing, and so are oils, and so are graphite sketches of morbid zombies I like to draw in my free time while muttering about cadmium poisoning. Different tools, same impulse: we just want to make something that hits, that breathes, that exists.

I’m sorry I’m a bit ranting about this because I genuinely believe art is one of the few places where we’re allowed to be expansive instead of obedient. Art shouldn’t be forbidden, or sacred in a way that makes people afraid to touch it. It shouldn’t belong only to the “right” subjects, the “right” techniques, the “right” people. If someone uses a game engine camera to create a striking image? Cool. If someone uses academic anatomy to draw the undead? Also cool. That tension, that friction, that misuse of expectations? That’s often where the good stuff lives.

The only hill I will absolutely die on, foaming at the mouth and waving my chalk at the class, is AI “art”. That’s not a medium. That’s not exploration. That’s not someone choosing, failing, learning, or expressing. That’s a machine remixing stolen labor and calling it creativity, and I refuse to put that in the same room as people actually making things.

But everyone else? Come sit down. There’s space. Art is big, messy, human, and contradictory, and it gets uglier and more beautiful the more we let it breathe. And honestly? That’s the point!!!

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