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when you try like six times to write your own name but it keeps autocorrecting to Jason and you have a whole bunch of feels
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*breathes deeply* Shit, it’s Jay’s birthday.
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DO YOU EVER JUST HAVE THE BIGGEST FUCKING CRUSH ON SOMEONE EVER AND YOU JUST KNOW IT WONT WORK BECAUSE THEY’RE TOO OLD OR YOU’RE NOT GOOD ENOUGH OR THEY ARE TOO ATTRACTIVE FOR YOU SO YOU PRETTY MUCH SPEND WHAT FEELS LIKE ETERNITY HAVING THIS UNEXPLAINABLE FEELING FOR THEM UNTIL IT RIDS YOU OF THE SMALL BIT OF HEART YOU HAVE LEFT UNTIL YOU FIND ANOTHER PERSON TO HAVE THE SAME SHITTY FEELING TOWARDS
(via lordofthenorth-blog)
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Jason, it’s been years, but I still believe in you.
The drugs, the alcohol, the lifestlye, all those things… You’re bigger than that. If you think it’s difficult or terrifying, you’re absolutely right; rebuilding yourself isn’t going to be very happy. You need to work hard, but I know that you have it in you. There are beautiful things to live for… I’d be surprised if you of all people didn’t know that, since you were the one who taught it to me. And if you can’t think of anything, think of people. I’m probably not your angel anymore… I’m probably not the one you think of after a really rough panic attack… but I’m always going to care about you. You got me through a rough patch, and I think I even owe you my life. I know we don’t talk anymore, but maybe sending you warm thoughts will ease your spirits. I just want the best for you.
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have you ever just stopped and realized that if you hadn’t met a certain person in your life, your life would be completely different
Every day.
Obligatory recognition of Valentine’s Day.
Awkward moment when I realize this (seven months, dear Lord) is the most time I’ve spent out of a relationship during my entire high school career. Kudos to Lindsay for telling me I’ve been in “like a million” of those and making me realize that compared to my friends, I’m a social butterfly. T_______T
THREE, LINDSAY! I HAVE HAD THREE, AND ONE DOESN’T COUNT BECAUSE I CAN BARELY REMEMBER IT.
I haven’t even kissed anybody in 2013 yet, sheesh. BRI DON’T READ THAT LAST SENTENCE BECAUSE I KNOW YOU’LL SAY EW.
I think… I have better things to focus on… Like self-esteem, strong friendships, and music. Yeah, the music thing I kinda pulled out of my back pocket, but I suppose I should spend some time in that department. So if I don’t have a valentine in the traditional sense… I guess I’m fine with that. I have close friends that I can spend time with and bake cookies for, who love on me whenever I demand need it. I’ve spent the day taking it easy and chilling out around here because all of tumblr is my valentine, too, lol. I’m not really planning on jumping back into the dating game anytime soon. But if you want to go out with me, let’s face it, I probably wouldn’t say no.
Second chances are cool, too.
On a side note, I wished Jay a happy birthday on facebook like I always do, and maybe this will be the year that he decides I’m a creep and he wants to block me. I dunno. I guess being somebody’s angel doesn’t really mean much once you don’t need saving anymore.
Happy Valentine’s Day, all!
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I was writing a lovely text post before my browser crashed on me earlier…
It was about an epiphany I had.
There’s a story I want to tell, but there is currently no one in my life associated with that part of my life. Since I don’t have immediate plans to keep revisiting said part of my life, I don’t feel like getting anyone new involved.
And yet I have feelings and I need to express them to someone with a completely new and unbiased perspective. So where else can I go but my passive-aggressive tumblr blog?
Honestly, this is just another read more vent post, and I’d actually appreciate being ignored this once.
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