obsessed with an old video game called one hour one life, in which you live the entire life of a human being, who ages a year every minute, in the course of an hour.
you're born to other players. you start as a baby that has to be taken care of until you grow up. then you have to work with them to build a community, creating tools and settlements and farms. then you get older and older, watching your hard work pay off as your community grows, and you have children.
you teach them how to do the things you do. let them reap the benefits of your hard labor, and the labor of your community.
and then you die.
and then you're reborn again, if you choose to play again.
and it's really quite fascinating, because...im ngl. i'm a little emotional right now because i just watched CallMeKevin's video on One Hour One Life, and...
He had this mom, who taught him how to play the game. Was very patient and kind-hearted, took care of him and gave him supplies and helped him explore, answered all his questions, showed him where everything was, and how the world worked. Then, when he was grown up, she said I'm going to die soon...so goodbye.
And then she died.
And he was actually sad, because he really grew to like this person, like they were actually his mom.
And it was really cool, because she did come back in the form of a baby. She walked up to him and is like hey I was your mom, baby.
And then she watched him die.
And it was like....I dunno.
Sad, hopeful, sweet?
Just the idea of, your mom took care of you since you were born, she was with you until she died, and then she was still there for you, when you died.
And it got me thinking about humanity and human life in general, how that's really how a society works.
You're born. You're raised. Taken care of. Then, you grow. You're taught what you need to know. You build. You work. You connect. You dedicate time and effort to your crafts and your civilization, so that your children and their children will reap the benefits. and when you die, you just hope you taught your kids everything they needed to know.
you gave them all the tools for success too, literally in this case, since all equipment and settlements stay.
and you hope they can continue on without you...that is, until you respawn.
but there's something hopeful in that mechanic too.
this idea of maybe none of us are new to this earth. maybe we keep coming back, in some form or other. maybe no one ever truly disappears, and as long as we continue on, in service of one another, then things will be ok, and we'll meet old friends and family that we thought we lost.
anyway, i'm being silly, but.
i am fascinated by video games.
they really can be something thought provoking and profound...and also funny.
because that video is fucking funny too.
i love callmekevin.
in what fucking world is OHOL "old."
Joust is old. Adventure is old. Pac-Man is old.
Fucking one hour one life is not old.
Old just means it didn't come out this year and actually came out 5 years ago, jackass, but thanks for missing the point.
IMAGINE MARCO HAVING LIKE FRECKLES LIKE USUAL OK BUT THEN HE STARTS TO GET REALLY SICK AND AS EACH DAY PASSES HE LOSES ONE FRECKLE HE LOSES A FRECKLE EVERY DAY AND THE NIGHT THE HE LOSES HIS LAST FRECKLE HE DIES
*gently takes your laptop away from you*
I met this weird guy on YouTube who has some VERY interesting ideas about women. Here's what he has to say:
Don't you think those people who talk to others on how for guys to get women to want them and for them to be irresistable to women, are totally ridiculous, ignorant, and wrong? it's impossible for any guy to make women want them and it's impossible for any guy to be irresistable to women. the reason for all of that is because women simply do not want, desire, or need foreplay and sex with guys at all. if there was a clear, truthful, direct, and honest answer as to what makes women sexually want guys, it would've already been figured out, well-known, and well-documented by now, and every guy would know about it and have no complaints or questions as far as what it takes for them to make women sexually want them, but such as answer doesn't exist, and the reason it doesn't exist is because it's simply IMPOSSIBLE for any guy to make women sexually want them. i don't know why or how god made women not have a need for sexual activity with guys in general, but somehow he did it. maybe there's an afterlife and maybe all women have already seen and experienced it and maybe no guy ever has yet, so maybe all women are simply waiting for sexual activity with guys in the afterlife. maybe by then, women will actually want, desire, and need sexual activity with guys in general just like how guys already want, desire, and need sexual activity with women in general now, and maybe all women are keeping it a secret from all guys, so maybe THAT'S the answer, but who knows? for whatever reason, god CHOSE to make women NOT need sexual activity with guys like vice versa. leave it to god to do something like that. it's not womens' fault that women don't need sex with guys, it's god fault, and because of that, guys have god to blame for that. guys have more reason to curse at, be pis#ed off at, yell at, and scream at god, than women do, but if god is so loving, compassionate, and understanding, he won't hold any of that against guys, no, instead, he will treat guys in the afterlife just as good as he treats women in the afterlife and apologize to all guys for making women not need it with guys on earth like vice versa, and in the afterlife, women actually WILL need it with guys like vice versa. look, if women wanted, desired, and needed it with guys JUST AS MUCH AS VICE VERSA, they would sexually crave and NEED IT with guys in general just like how guys sexually crave and NEED IT with women in general, they would masturbate while wanting, wishing, and hoping for it with numerous guys just as frequently as guys masturbate while wanting, wishing, and hoping for it with numerous women, and women would be just as miserable and tormented without it with guys if they went a long time without doing it with guys as guys would be miserable and tormented without it with women if they went a long time without doing it with women, but that's not the case, and the fact that women try to say that that's not true and that they DO want it and need it with guys as much as vice versa, is ridiculous, because there's no evidence to prove it, so any such claim by women would simply be false. guys would rather KILL THEMSELVES than go without it with women, but vice versa is never the case. women only do it with guys because of official relationship status, as a reward, or out of compassion, but guys do it with women for the very sake of it itself. guys want and need foreplay and sex with women to be happy, enjoy life, and want to live, but vice versa is never the case, so women need to give it to guys out of compassion. also, as far as anyone who says guys can masturbate or go for guys, first of all, guys want and need sexual activity with OTHERS, and secondly, guys sexually prefer women over guys, and that it's women, not guys, that guys want and need sexual activity with. also, as far as LAME excuses some women make to not do it with guys where they mention the risk of stds or pregnancy, according to those lame excuses, even MARRIED guys would have to be sexually deprived because marriage doesn't decrease the risk of stds or pregnancy at all, no, instead, PROTECTION is used, and this can ALSO be used for outside of marriage, so you can take your lame excuses and shove them where the sun doesn't shine, because according to your lame excuses, sex would only be for procreation, and guys would kill themselves due to a lack of sex because guys need it with women on a regular basis to enjoy life but vice versa is NEVER the case. since driving cars is ALSO a risk, why don't you just stop driving completely? oh, what's that? it's worth the risk? well, guess what? foreplay and sex with members of the opposite sex is ALSO worth the risk! when you drive a car, you stay sober and wear a seatbelt. the use of protection during foreplay and sex with members of the opposite sex provides the exact same type of protection and safety.
........ What the fuck. So men need sex or they don't have any other reason to live, eh? And women never want to have sex. Ever. And... apparently:
i deserved to be liked and treated good by everyone. i'm a guy and i sexually prefer women over guys. if you were a sexy woman my type and i approached you for sexual activity, not only should i be able to be successful with you, but you should sexually prefer me over any woman.
So.... if you approach a woman hoping to have sex, you should be successful because you prefer women? And... if you're lesbian, it doesn't matter because you should prefer men over women simply because YOU prefer women over men?
This guy... is fucking weird.
He's... confusing. I'm not even sure if I should be offended because his ideas about life are so fucking weird.