Pinned
not on here like that anymore
my new years resolution is to be less online like I've been doing for the last year, pretty recently the last 2 weeks
i've actually been on tumblr way less, i spent maybe an hour or two a day on it now as opposed to the 5-8 on average i was doing, the only main reason i've been on here is to text my bsf now
As an aro who has been abused by those who loved me, I want to see more love as horror. Love as suffocation. Love as violence. I don’t want to hear “if they really loved you they wouldn’t have—” as if love is some pure force, some inherent good. Show me love that is evil. Love that is haunting. Love that is poison dressed up as a cure.
ty for tag @ugly-punkling <3
Book: Hunger Games re-read. Ballad of Songbirds & Snakes.
Fic: Losing My Religion by @minyard-05 & was going tag other but seem they go private </3
TV Series: Heated Rivalry, Yellowjackets re-watch, Castle Rock, The Pitt.
Film: A Whisker Away [re-watch, loving this very much]
Last Song:
Sweet or Salty: Salty always. Love pickle + salt n vinegar chip!
Coffee or Tea: Coffee, light roast, love floral note. There is Ethiopian Red Honey bean we have at work. I taste new pour-over bean + convince we get this TASTY Mexican Strawberry Yogurt notes <3 [have to check origin if any want to know but is SO GOOD]
Working on: KevJeaNeil for RBB, Severance AU for RBB, Mixtape piece, KevAaron exchange piece. Of personal WIP, current ruins my brain is Kandreil Mommy Dom Kevin series <3
Tags: @virtualvoyager8 @fluffypotatey @cosmmicdancer @kayleigh-days @queenconsort @minyard-05 @falafels + any one who see this to join! does not need be mutual, tag me I can see your response? always loving movie recommendation!
thank u for tag beloved ken! @ajosm86
last book i read: east of eden by john steinbeck. rereading as fuel for My Scenarios but also just a classic banger
last fic i read: pro-team era raven laila catalaila au by the wonderful @an-ungraceful-swan
last tv series: abbott elementary i love you quinta brunson
last film: a knight for christmas. absolute fucking trash. vanessa hudgens christmas movie where a 1300s knight gets magically transported to ohio and vanessa hudgens says ok you can stay in my house. and his name is circle (sir cole). deeply awful but i watch it every year with my sister in december
last song:
sweet or salty: saltayyy fuck my kidneysss
coffee or tea: unfortunately hot drinks really fuck me off for some reason so i must say neither but i do love a good red bull smoothie
working on: NOT MY FUCKING DISSERTATION!! nicky pov pre canon fic + kateaaron mille viae fic + neil and aaron failure to dogshit 3 dead 7 injured + long ass mary hatford biography fic + renee crashout fic. also been drawing and painting some stuff 👍
no pressure tags for besties @andrewsleftarmband @hiramslodge and anyone else who wants to!!
i was also tagged by ken but i'm jumping in here because why not
last book: my favourite thing is monsters by emil ferris
last fic i read: cunk on fangs by beemovieerotica
last tv series: heated rivalry
last film: 2021 netflix masterpiece single all the way starring jennifer coolidge. one of the worst fucking films ever to make it from script to screen and it's a fucking riot i love it
last song: G.I.N.A.S.F.S by fallout boy
sweet or salty: salty because i can hate sweet things very easily but i pose an immediate threat to all bags of walkers crisps within a 5 mile radius
coffee or tea: i fucking hate hot leaf water. bean juice runs in my veins tho
working on: wouldn't you like to fucking know. i would also like to know. we cant always get what we want.
tagging usual friends but no.pressure @lonelymoonlight-mp3 @bsideheart @you-know-i-get-itt @stardoused @codename-adler @belshouseofdreams + anyone else who wants to jump in
ty love!
last book: the solitaire mystery by jostein gaarder
last fic: i read a Lot of rayrard bullshit last night and tbh i do not remember which one i read last
last tv series: stranger things
last film: uncut gems
last song: ALL I WANT FOR CHRISTMAS IS YOU BY AMERICAN ROCK BAND NY CHEMICAL ROMANCE
sweet or salty: saltyyyyy
coffee or tea: TEA i dont really like coffee unless its iced and filled with sugar
working on: finishing some christmas gifts for friends and the last but of the cherri lore fic ive been writing for Months
open tags <3
haven’t done one of these in a bit :p
last book: currently reading both right to rock: the black rock coalition and the cultural politics of race by Maureen Mahon & grunge is dead: the oral history of seattle rock music by Greg Prato, but the last book I finished was they can’t kill us until they kill us by hanif abdurraqib
last fic: just a bit of your touch by @setulose
last tv series: smiling friends 💀 my roommate was showing me some episodes a few weeks ago
last film: round midnight
last song: resuscitation of a dead man by thursday
sweet or salty: right now salty but I like them both equally. If spicy was in there though that would’ve won
coffee or tea: tea for sure, I like coffee sometimes but I drink tea far more often
working on: finishing reading the books I’m currently reading, fully getting over my cold, hopefully learning some songs on guitar over the next few days
tagging @dearfut-ureself @just-another-bored-killjoy @l4cer4t1on6r4v1ty @tribble-ations @a-hundred-jewels @geoffthonysummer @feedtheriver @collapsedlung @kerosene-saint @moderatelyluckypenny and anyone else who feels like joining!
ty for the tag!
last book: i last read chapter 3 (i think?) of dracula in like november something. i Swear i will finish it before semester 2 ends
last fic: the real answer is too incriminating, so im gonna half lie and say pidonyx's latest fic
last tv series: one piece 😭
last film: coolie💪💪 (omitting that, gdt's frankenstein)
last song: one hundred sleepless nights by ptv
sweet or salty: sweet; i have grown too accustomed to less salt in my food, so much so that it surprises my dad when i ask for salt
coffee or tea: coffee all the way
working on: applying for summer internships ergo my fuckass resume and cover letter(s). i swore i'd start studying for the mcat over winter break but ig not T_T
tags: @scoopstroopog @thecreatureisntdead @icathys @ketchup-is-green + anyone else
last book: ha.hahahahhaaha. hahahahahahahah
last fic: you took my heart (I was sleeping) by lameparties
last TV series: rewatching season 2 of the umbrella academy
last film: wake up dead man
last song: I know the end by phoebe bridgers
sweet or salty: sweet :D
coffee or tea: herbal tea or iced coffee
working on: finishing *the book*, recovering from my cold, hopefully learning some songs on the guitar
@arboreal-stop @mikewhoreler @theannoyeddragon82 @sadiesinkobsessedsstuff @sheisamenace @impossiblekittydelusion @skeelly @coco6420 @camcamino @the-bogginses-are-gay @soliss-occasus @mqstermindswift @cityofstarsx @elliedafish @phoebephoebia @moonlight-froggy @august-shops @guarddog-in-the-snow @emmasdillema @sufferingfrommoodpoisoning @effervescent-sapphic @ghosts-starrstuf @bulionzkury @bylrndgm @starshapedana @icedcoffee2809 @nyyx-xoxx @mystuffynose @loserbaby66 @weirdo09
thank you for the tag <3
book: the last one i finished was the guy she was interested in wasn't a guy at all. i'm currently reading the naturals
show: brooklyn 99
movie: home alone
song:
sweet or salty: hear me out on this one guys... both at the same time... but if i had to pick then ig sweet
coffee or tea: tea but always iced
working on: idek bro im not really doing anything lmao i guess just reading my books because i got like 4 books for christmas and i really wanna finish at least one before new year
@august-shops @whispyreblogs @anxiousbirdperson @melinamayhem @lavendertortoise12 no pressure tags and also open tags
ty for the tag
last book i read - i'm actually currently rereading the fnaf trilogy to find out why i liked it in middle school (carlton needs new friends bro, they don't like him😭) so I guess the silver eyes although i'm mostly done with it
last fic- brat from ihavethegrimoire. jjk fic from a former mutual and i read it when i get free time
last tv show - gachiakuta although i need to finish it
last film - fnaf 2 (that shit was so bad, they started playing the living tombstone in the credits and i lost it, that movie was so bad it was hilarious😭)
last song - Alexandria burning by everybodys worried about owen
sweet or salte - salty
coffee or tea - tea, sweet tea and green tea are my favorites
working on - i'm currently playing a dress up game and i might finish my book tmw
tyvm @tryskomys for the tag (:
add a song for each letter of your username and tag as many people as there are letters
m - milk and honey by nick drake
o - only people by john lennon
s - suspended in gaffa by kate bush
s - sound and vision by david bowie
d - dreams by the cranberries
e - everyday people by sly & the family stone
m - money by pink floyd
o - out in the street by the who
T - This Love TV by Taylor Swift
H - Haunted by Taylor Swift
E - Eyes Open by (you guessed it) Taylor Swift
D - Dancing With Our Hands Tied
O - Only Time by Enya
G - Getaway Car by TS
B - Better Man by TS
A - Anywhere Is by Enya
R - Remedy by Adele
D - Diamonds by Rihanna
@smorose @everasolace @do--not--you-dare @cecil-speaks @gay-melanistic-fox-offical @alpheiaa @skeletal-spire-man-aka-overfit @learningtoliveanddream11 @lightsabersandbluecookies @velvetinerabb1t
Reblog if you want to! Merry Christmas!!
S - Shia Labeouf - Rob Cantor
M - Me and U(FO) by Louie Zong
O - Outrunning Karma - Alec Benjamin
R - Riptide - grandson
O - Objection Funk - iteachvader
S - Ship in a Bottle - Fin Argus
E - Enemy - Arcane
*looks at my url in fear* oh this could take a while lol
E- Eye if the Storm- Katherine Lynn-Rose
L- La Da Dee- Cody Simpson
D- Dead Mom- Beetlejuice
E- Evelyn Evelyn
S- Shadow- Livingston
T- That Would Be Enough - Hamilton
T- Turn it Down- Or3o
D- Drive- Chris McCarrell
A- As The World Caves In- Sarah Cothran
U- Underground- Cody Fry
G- Guns and Ships- Hamilton
H- her- JVKE
T- The Greatest Show- The Greatest Showman
E- Evermore- Beauty and the Beast
R- Remember Me- Coco
S- Soldier, Poet, King- The Oh Hellos
Y- Yorktown (The World Turned Upside Down)- Hamilton
N- No Longer You- Jorge Rivera-Herrans
D- Demons- Imagine Dragons
R- Ready As I’ll Ever Be- Varían
O- On My Way- Phil Collins
M- Meet Me Inside- Hamilton
E- only hopE- One Voice Children’s Choir (I’m tired and ran out of E songs)
do I even have enough moots for this XD
@smorose @lunamilliesapphire @quoththewarlock @blupeeblep @loftwingofcrimson @m1l0-l34f @tax-evad3r @expysudema-photography @theloverislost @feed-your-dragons @quillaphoenix @gone-crabbing @baltdev @motrothi-likesandsuch @onlypartiallysane @beth-unico-offical @that-one-idiot-11 @andimissmylovergirl @danatlanwrites @ravyronna @myhusbandsasemni
woah ty for tag lets see if this is acheiveable!!
a - archie, marry me by alvvays
n - notion by the rare occaisions
d - dreams by the cranberries
i - i, carrion (icarion) by hozier
m - marry me archie
i - ingydae by adrianne lenker
s - silver soul by beach house
s - simulation swarm by big thief
m - merry christmas, please don't call by bleachers
y - you love me by kimya dawson
l - listen to the birds by sydney rose
o - ocean sounds by amelie farren
v - voyager by boy genius
e- every girl gets her wish by saint avangeline
r - roadkill by solya
g - good luck, babe by chappell roan
i - iris by the goo goo dolls
r - risk by lace
l - letter to my 13 year old self by laufey
wow that took a hot minute!!
ok 19 moots, go!!
@obsessive-procrastinator @redwinesupanover @thatfantasynerd @your-local-book-hoarder @genderenaissance @the-broken-stargazer @blackmercure @elinora-myosotis @corviddionysus777 @coquette-maul @suasidol @l0velyly @journal-of-janus @gracious-midnight @theklutzycrow @marigold-solis-harp-player @thatonecoveyin12
Jeje i did this last week so for funsies i'm forbiding myself from repeating songs
M - Mirada De Nylon by El Cuarteto De Nos
Y - Yo Te Dire by Miranda!
O - Out Of Control by She Wants Revenge
S - Si Tu Me Quisieras by Mon Laferte
O - Ode To My Family by The Cranberries
T - Touch-Tone Telephone by Lemon Demon
I - Innuendo by Queen
S - Slipping Through My Fingers by Abba
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E - Ella Usó Mi Cabeza Como Un Revólver by Soda Stereo
L - Little Wonder by David Bowie
I - I Don't Smoke by Mitski
N - No Me Arrepiento De Este Amor by Gilda
O - One Hundred Years by The Cure
R - Raros Peinados Nuevos by Charly García
A - A Letter To Elise by The Cure
Damn, as many people as there are letters. Sorry if any of you got tagged twice
@aynnhaii @engag3d @sobekettemsa7 @the-aerispace @moss4brains @mossysjournal @stup1dvoid @grapekn1ght @discovampyr @sm1l3ee @an-theduckin @two4mirth @finxeydav @cinderx3 @voidbeau
Anyone's free to join tho! (And also to the people i tagged, you're in no way froced to do this)
thanks for the tag :-D
e- early grave by cask
n- neon from cinderellas castle (starkid)
g- grass by XTC
a- andrew in drag by the magnetic fields
g- guys are gross by that handsome devil
3- 32 footsteps by they might be giants
d- doing this from spies are forever (tin can bros)
@kairithemang0-fm @that-bookworm-bitch @thestarsabove00 @the-thalibelia @teds-awesome-doodles @finnthepartyboy @weoponizedautism
feel free to ignore yall have some long usernames /pos
oooh ok I can try
f- Forty Six & 2 by TOOL
i-Inevitable from TGWDLM
N- Nerdy Prudes Must Die from NPMD
n-Now (it’s just the gas) from Little Shop of Horrors
t- Tonight by And One
H- Harvey by Her’s
E-Electrocution by And One
p-Playing Dead by And One
a- Absolution by Ghost
r- Rachel by She Wants Revenge
T-Take Some More by And One
Y- Year Zero by Ghost
B- Beautiful One by The Cardigans
o- Only Your Dreams by And One
y-Your New Cuckoo by The Cardigans
15 people????? Yeahhh I don’t think I can do that
@onyx-plutos-moon , @mentallyillmindmeld , @literal-m0nster , @pinkiestofpeaches , @blood-gutz-goreee , @frongle444
eughhh I did about half that counts for something , I just got too many letters in my name!
Kill me, why is my username so long
O - Once We Get Up There from Hazbin Hotel Season 2
N - Naked In Manhattan by Chappell Roan
Y - Young Volcanoes by Fall Out Boy
X - ?????????????????? No
P - Passionfruit by Chrissy Chlapecka
L - Love Is Embarrassing by Olivia Rodrigo
U - Umbrella by Rhianna
T - The One Who Gets To Cry by Chrissy Chlapecka
O - One Step Ahead from Spies Are Forever
S - Spies Are Forever from Spies Are Forever
M - Moonlight Sunrise by TWICE
O - Our Doors Are Open from Black Friday
O - Orphaned At Thirty-Three from Twisted
N - Nerdy Prudes Must Die from Nerdy Prudes Must Die
Tags (im not doing that many): @the-maid-of-witchwood @hyper-alicee @shinybogcreature @that-bookworm-bitch @cinderellaenjoyer @woopersuper
oooo this is fun, thanks for the tag
s - so alright, cool, whatever by the happy fits
h - heart attack by cavetown
i - it gets better by bears in trees
n - november by spark bird
y - yours by conan gray
b - bubblegum bitch by marina
o - out in the garden by sophia isella
g - gone by morning by madilyn (elio) mei
c - canary in a coal mine by the crave wives
r - ruin by the amazing devil
e - everything moves by bronze radio return
a - against the kitchen floor by will wood
t - tough kid by daisy the great
u - unsweetened lemonade by amelie farren
r - real men by mitski
e - exhausted by chloe moriondo
no way I'm tagging 16 people but uhh @freak-went-void @thepearlinsidetheclamanda (lol good luck) @rake-rattrap @virgilzies @darling--marie
ooh yay
v - vincent by car seat headrest
i - incapable of regret by rasputina
r - rolling out the red carpet by hail the sun
g - gethsemane by car seat headrest
i - i'm not getting excited by the beths
l - laments by hop along
z - zombie by the cranberries
i - identity tokens by rasputina
e - early sunsets over monroeville by my chemical romance
s - sweet cis teen by dazey & the scouts
tagging my mutuals @rradarman @reyisodd @adernausglas @o-cosmo-o @darling--marie
hmmm this is hard
o - outlook by the front bottoms
c - california kids by weezer
o - override by yoshida yasei
s - step on me by the cardigans
m - my september by nastyona
o - one way or another by blondie
o - our love is god from heathers
@web0fdreams @lilic0211 @mike-freak-wheeler @bluemeetsyellowblahblah7437 @meepmorp1232 @willfreakbyers @nupkinssnoop
sorry if i forgot any moots because i definitely missed some good ones
dear god okay
m- Michale in the bathroom
I- its only sex by carseat headrest
k-kill all your friends by my chemical romance
e-eat by Finn wolfhard
f- family line by Conan gray
r- romance is boring by los campesinos!
e- everywhere, everything by Noah Kahn
a- au revoir (adios) by the front bottoms
k- kill the director by the wombats
w- wet by dazed and the scouts
h- hammerhead by Penelope Scott
e- everything I own by the front bottoms
e- everytown there's a darling by Finn wolfhard
l- lonely eyes by the front bottoms
e- entropy(2014 original) by awkward marina
r- Rhode Island by the front bottoms
im not tagging this shit oh my god I don't think I can even remember that many peoples urls. this took so long
oooooooooooooooooooooo boy
f- Family Line by Conan Gray
l- Let Me Down Slowly by Alec Benjamin
e- everything I wanted by Billie Eilish
w- WILDFLOWER by Billie Eilish
l- lovely by Billie Eilish and Khalid
i- i love you by Billie Eilish
k- K. by Cigarettes After Sex
e- End of Beginning by Djo
a- All You Wanna Do by Samantha Pauly
m- meet the grahams by Kendrick Lamar
o- Only Tea by Jeremy Jordan, Noah J. Ricketts, and the Cast of GG
t- TV by Billie Eilish
h- Hayloft ll by Mother Mother
t- that way by Tate McRae
o- obsessed by Olivia Rodrigo
y- Yellow by Coldplay
o- Only Girl by Rihanna
u- Upside Down by Diana Ross
s- Sunlight by Hozier
u- Umbrella by Rihanna
n- No Time To Die by Billie Eilish
l- LABOUR-the cacophany by Paris Paloma
i- Indigo by Sam Barber and Avery Anna
g- greedy by Tate McRae
h- Heather by Conan Gray
t- The 30th by Billie Eilish
JESUS I AM NOT TAGGING 24 MOOTS IDK IF I EVEN HAVE THAT MUCH
@my-little-universes @suolli @tbiggestman @mentally-tori-261 @tlockish @d3ardaught3r @lavendertortoise12 @fosilizd @percyjacksonaholic @colourobserver @madislament @ellzsbananas @kitkat-moon-flameflower @wckd-tommy @arctwmr @just-a-girl-who-loves-tmr @ultimategazer @extremebookreader @poorlythoughtoutdescisions + everyone else I forgot Im sorryyyyy
aww thanks for the tag!!
l - little wolf by jorge rivera-herrans, epic the musical
a - astronomy by conan gray
v - vox populi by jeremy jordan, christian borle, hazbin hotel
e - ever after by MICO, eaJ
n - number one rockstar by dayoung
d - dream come true by freya skye, malachi barton, zombies 4
e - easy by stephanie beatriz, erika henningson, hazbin hotel
r - religion by ella red
t - the room where it happens by hamilton cast
o - odysseus by jorge rivera-herrnas, epic the musical
r - royal we by janani k. jha
t - the woods by lydia the bard
o - open arms by jorge rivera-herrans, epic the musical
i - i like you best by ella red
s - silent treatment by freya skye
e - ex's and oh's by elle king
Ok uh 16 people-
@clauloves5sosandgays @mayawithany @a-dam-tris-prior-fan @wallyblack1925 @wool-and-writing @melinamayhem @starsndaggers @skiier-girl @your-fav-idiot-lesbian @crypticgoose2854 @cate7official @crowsndbugs @odetoatropa @lettersfromkleio @bubble-official @escaramelo + all my other moots and open tags <3
thanks for the tag my shayla
m- My alcoholic friends by the Dresden dolls
e- Eight wonder by lemon demon
l- Lullaby by the Cure
i- I don’t wanna be me by type O Negative
n- Nothing matters by the last dinner party
a- Arms tonite by mother mother
m- My ordinary life by the living tombstone
a- all I want is you by Rebzyyx
y- You know what they do to guys like us in prison by my chemical romance
h- Harvey by Alex G
e- Empty bed by cavetown
m- Mary by Alex G
I still don’t really have many people to tag
ty for the tag!
p - partridge by clairo
h - harness your hopes by pavement
o - oh no by marina
e - eres para mi by julieta venegas
b - best friend by conan gray
e - entropy by beach bunny
p - pink triangle by weezer
h - house tour by sabrina carpenter
o - oxytocin by billie eilish
e - ever seen by beabadoobee
b - boys don't cry by the cure
i - in the ground by the aubrey's
a - after midnight by chappell roan
@scoopstroopog @august-shops @anxiousbirdperson @whispyreblogs @willbyersdefenderforl1fe + open tags (i know i didn't tag the number of people i was supposed to but i can't think rn maybe i'll add more later)
ty for the tag
a - as if by glaive n - nintendo 64 by if i die in Mississippi x - X by schoolboy q, 2 chains, and saudi i - i don't think we'll ever find him by wifiskeleton o - oh ana by mother mother u - united in grief by kendrick lamar s - solo by future b - bon jonah by hot mulligan i - its called: freefall by rainbow kitten surprise r - rubber band man by mumford & sons and hozier d - destroy me by grandson p - pink + white by frank ocean e - euclid by sleep token r - rigged by the plot in you s - sap by sad eyes o - oh are you bipolar one or two? by glaive n - nobodys favorite person, not even my own by carolsdaughter
these are the only mutuals ik who are chill being tagged so-
Out of all my sideblogs this is my most calm one in terms of restrictions cus there aren't that many. I don't have very strong opinions outside of bigots and bots following cus I just made it to share theory, articles and pictures I found and that is something that should ideally be accessible for anybody. Knowledge is power etc etc.
That being said, I can see all your comments and reblogs. If you are a white or non-black person of colour and i see you screaming in my mentions about how being queer absolves you from being antiblack and how wrong these Black theorists are, tagging Black specific posts as 'POC' and 'BIPOC', tagging Black lesbian specific posts about stud and stem as butch and futch when the author said they dont use those terms, making Black ace and aro posts about yourself with no care about the racism the Black ace or aro author was describing or to summarise, being a prick, I wont hesitate to block you.
I know some of you were raised to believe your opinions and thoughts are inherently more important then every Black person you meet and that you are the most special person in the room and I'm here to tell you that you aren't and you never will be on this page.
In conclusion: let Black people have things.
Im so glad this meme is my legacy
they are estrogen and testosterone. they are estrogenizing and androgenizing hrt. stop fucking calling them transfem and transmasc hrt. stop fucking calling them mtf and ftm hrt. stop fucking calling them feminizing and masculinizing hrt. stop going out of your way to exclude non-binary and intersex people.
i hate that nonbinary people can't be, like, nonbinary.
whatever we do, we can't win. we can't be seen as actually nonbinary. people binarize us and often mock us or get aggressive or dismiss and ignore our nonbinaryhood or something else.
if we don't medically transition, we are "just cis trenders."
if we do medically transition, we are "just [binary trans] eggs."
we are "technically transmasc or transfem anyways" if we don't use these terms.
we are lumped together with binary trans men and trans women if we do use these terms. our nonbinaryhood is ignored or seen as some kind of "gender-lite."
we are aggressively pressured to disclose if we're AFAB or AMAB, TMA or TME, transmasc or transfem, "boy nonbinary" or "girl nonbinary." and if we refuse to answer, people get double mad at us and pick something for us anyways.
if we show the slightest hint of something that could be interpreted as binary gendered, we are immediately binarised.
if we put a lot of effort into looking the most ambiguous or androgynous or neutral, people still try to find something. and they become aggressive. people often EXPLODE [PT: explode] when they can't gender someone by glance.
our ways of expression are constantly mocked and ignored (like neopronouns, nonbinary-centering labels for gender and orientation, basically all things that are associated with nonbinary people).
but if we choose more typical ways of expression (for example, use "he/him" or "she/her" pronouns), people use it to ignore and dismiss our nonbinaryhood.
we just can't win, and it's upsetting.
