we all know i love soft millian but what about dark millian. what about milah plunging her sword into a man’s guts for the first time during battle, the rush of adrenaline from bloodying the deck, killian looking on at her very brief look of shock followed by her deeply satisfied grin, him feeling both proud and guilty of what he’s trained her to do, what they do together, and post-fight dirty sweaty sex in the captain’s cabin